letters for my twin // marcus & martinus

day 2

emma hasn't come out of her room in two days. but don't blame yourself! she just misses you so much.
so do i, and so do mom and dad. and silje, and our grandparents and other relatives.
i haven't been to school but i've heard that some girls have been crying.
now everyone suddenly seems to care.
nobody actually cares before something bad happens to someone they know.
like now.
the worst thing that could ever happen.
i know they feel sorry and care but they really didn't bother to show it when you were still here.
at least i always cared.
i was always by your side.
and always will be.
i'm sorry if i ever did something that upset you.
i didn't mean anything bad.
i love you.
-marcus