letters for my twin // marcus & martinus

day 3

i just realized that this isn't just a nightmare.
this is really happening.
you are really gone. not with me anymore.
how could you abandon me like that?
you promised we will always be together.
martinus, you promised.
you promised you would be okay.
you promised that it was just a headache.
you promised you didn't hurt.
why?
please never promise me anything just to make me feel better.
that didn't make me feel any better.
now all i have left are your promises as empty as your room.
i guess you can't promise me anything anymore.
but i can promise you one thing, you are in my mind all the time.
-marcus