letters for my twin // marcus & martinus

day 15

hey.
i'm sorry i haven't said anything in a while.
but i'm not gonna stop.
how are you?
well you can't answer that, sorry.
i don't even know the point of doing this but i do this for you.
maybe in my mind i'm thinking that if i do this you will come back.
so could you just come back?
i know you can't.
it's getting harder every day to be without you.
everyone keeps saying it will get easier.
but they don't know what it's like to lose their twin.
it's not the same if you lose a sibling or a relative.
they're not the same as we are.
it's so much harder like this.
-marcus