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❤seokjin (jin) - why? {part 1}

3rd person's pov:
as you were sitting on the swing, you looked up to the crying sky, u cried like you never ever did before, choking on ur own tears, finding it hard to breathe and feeling the hot tears flowing down like a river even though it was raining heavily.

y/n pov:
am i not good enough? am i that ugly, fat and disgusting? why? why? why? you asked yourself as tears kept flowing down when you thought of it again.
flashback:
OMG OMG today is my 3rd annivasary with my baby jinjin💛 i need to make it perfect. good thing jin had dance practice and im alone at our love home keke(you and jin were staying tgt too^^) he left around 3 hours ago at around 3pm and its 6pm when i finally finished baking his favourite marble cake and his favourite dinner, Naengmyun (cold noodles) , setting up pink ribbons and balloons all over our bedroom and roses on our bed.
when suddenly your phone vibrated with a text message:

💝baby jin jin💝:
hey babe are u at home?

*i decided to give him a surprise and thought he would too so i lied:d*

you:
no babe❤ im at Jennie's and would be home later by a little^~^ why u ask babe? u done with practice?

💝baby jinjin💝:
nope babe:( i need to stay till 9pm to perfect my dance. so sorry babe.

*you felt a little dissapointed but went on with it*

you:
naw babe its fine!! pls rest and drink lots of water babe!! love u lots babe!!

💝baby jinjin💝:
ok!! will do!! love u too❤😚😚

i sighed and decided to rest on the sofa and wait till he is done with is dance practice and come back. 15 minutes later, i heard the sound of keys clinging and heard the usual sound of jin coming home. "weird? i thought he would be home late? OMG WHAT IF HE IS GOING TO GIVE ME A SURPRISE TOO? i better hide and surprise him too" you thought to yourself. you decided to hide behind the counter with the cake u baked it ur hand. when the door finally opened, you kept quiet to see what he is going to do but you heard the sounds of highheels instead and then a very familiar voice said:
"thank god that dumb ass ugly y/n is not here. lets begin jagi"
and then a woman's voice said:" yea thank god that fat ass and disgusting girl is not here jinnie" jinnie? isnt that jin's nickname? soon after, you heard kissing and slight moans here and there. after realising what u think is happening, you stood up and look and dropped the cake on the floor to see your boyfriend kissing your other bestfriend jihyo...

Jin's POV:
*RING RING*
{omg i cannot RING DING DING DONG anyways back to story}
*call from ❤jihyo jagi❤
"hey darling jinnie, u free tonight? i miss u soo much. lets have some fun tonight? see u at 6pm darling" "yeah jagi~ i miss you and your curves too~ see u at six at the café near my house? i need to check is y/n is home if not we can have fun at my house~" "ugh that stupid bitch. sure darling! see u! muackss" "muacks to u too babe" and i hung up.
i immediately went ahead to check if y/n is home to be safe.
you:
hey babe are u at home?

💟cutie bing bong💟:
no babe❤ im at Jennie's and would be home later by a little^~^ why u ask babe? u done with practice?
*thank god you thought to yourself*

you :
nope babe:( i need to stay till 9pm to perfect my dance. so sorry babe.

💟cutie bing bong💟
naw babe its fine!! pls rest and drink lots of water babe!! love u lots babe!!

you:
ok!! will do!! love u too❤😚😚

actually, u thought u already lost feelings for y/n but kept the contact name as it is just in case. after waiting forever, its finally 6 and i can see my hot chick jagi❤im so excited. not long after she came to the café we promised to meet at and she gave me a long kiss one the lips. feeling excited, i pulled her to my house as fast a i could and quickly opened the door. to be precaucious, i looked around the  house before letting her in told her:"thank god that dumb ass ugly y/n is not here. lets begin jagi" with jihyo replying:" yea thank god that fat ass and disgusting girl is not here jinnie"
and i started to roam my hands all over her body and she gave out slight moans. *CLANG* the both of us jumped and turned to see y/n staring at the both of us with sad eyes and tears falling down.

y/n pov:
my tears came down like it would never stop. i couldnt believe it. the person i loved the most is cheating on me with my own bestfriend i introduced less than 2 months ago. i knew something was off with jihyo when i felt like jihyo was winking to jin but chose to ignore it. without looking any further, i grabbed my bag and ran out of the house but i was held back by Jin gripping my wrist....

~To Be Continued~
AYE CLIFFHANGER. dont worry yall, there will be a part 2 as part 1 aka this part is alr 900++ words😂omg i nv wrote this much even for my exams KEKEK anyways on to part 2, lesgoo👉🌻
lots of love,
Mrs Kimpark❤
@bangtanbambamboom