young blood ☹

sneaky

-
Hailey

I was now feeling good since I got out of the hospital few days ago.

Pretending not to love Sandro and hiding my feelings from him was crappy. It hurts not seeing him for the past months and all of this acting shit. I wanna feel his warm arms hugging me all over again. Having him miles away from me was never been so easy. I miss him.

Messenger Chat with Sandro

Sandro ❤️: Wanna go out on a date? ;)

Hailey: Hmmmmm..

Sandro ❤️: oh c'mon excuses aren't valid.

Hailey: as much as I want to but, what will I tell dad?

Sandro ❤️: just tell him you'll come over at Abigail's with Olly and do girly stuffs.

Hailey: Okay fine, agreed. Just make sure I'll be able to go home early as soon as possible or else my dad would kill me!

Sandro ❤️: Okay, I'll pick you up at 5pm

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I dressed up with my high wasted white shorts (with was a bit ripped at the edge), matching it with my loose grey v-neck tshirt with all time low logo printed into it and my dirty ass black vans. Formal dresses? That suck.

I heard a car horn and it was Sandro, I rapidly get my purse, cash, phone and my chapstick lip gloss. Sandro escorted me and opened the car door for me.

"You looked..g-gorgeous today." Sandro said, I let a small blush creep out of my cheeks and said "You looked handsome as always"

The atmosphere was soothing and quiet so Sandro turned the radio on. Wherever you are by 5 Seconds of Summer was playing. I'm such an emo.

For a while we pretended
That we never had to end it
But we knew we had to say goodbye

You were crying at the airport
When they finally closed the plane door
I could barely hold it all inside

Torn in two
And I know i shouldn't tell you
But I just can't stop thinking of
You
Wherever you are..

I realized the lyrics of the song was actually the situation Sandro and I are facing right now. Too much problems are encountering, the distance, all of this acting shit, and dad. We were away from each other and sneaking out was the only possible way that dad wouldn't caught us. I'm such a horrible girlfriend for Sandro. I guess I should've been a fan of him instead of being his girlfriend. Sometimes I told myself why do I don't suit with someone? why is my family always control me for being me? It wasn't good to be treated this way. I want to live a life that I can do what I want freely, with no one judging me for my decisions. I didn't even realized that tears strip from my eyes.

"Why are you crying? Anything wrong babe?" Sandro asked concerned

"I just feel vulnerable with this song, it relates to our situation right now. I'm sorry for not defending our relationship against my family, I'm such a bad girlfriend and-" I said but I was cut off, I wipe my tears with a tissue carefully so that my make-up wouldn't be erased. I bit my lip.

"This isn't your fault, don't blame yourself, okay? I'm really the horrible one since I'm the man, I wasn't brave enough to defend our relationship and I'm really sorry. I love you and I will always do."

"I'm sick of this acting bullshits. I just wanna tell dad how I really feel about you and I can't hide my feelings any longer. I want you, by my side, always."

"We'll talk to your dad, tomorrow."

"What if-"

"Shh, whether you like it or not, we'll talk to your dad."

"Ugh, fine."

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We arrived at the restaurant, it was an Italian place, it is pretty big and vintage. Their are a lot of vintage furniture and classical music was starting to play

We took our seats and ordered

Lucky me, they have pizza! Yay. There are families laughing together, taking selfies of their foods and were amazed by the recipes

"This place is so fancy I don't belong here." I joked, still looking around the fancy place admiring its architecture, I admitted, this place is for the rich ones

"Haven't you been here, Hailey?Well, this is my favorite restaurant since I was 14." Sandro responded

The waiters arrived and here goes my pepperoni pizza and a lot of recipes Sandro ordered, yeah, I only ordered pepperoni pizza but Sandro bought a lot of recipes for us to eat, damn, diet pa naman ako

"I was really into fast food chains when I was a kid, when I grew older, I was into ramen, sushi, mostly Japanese foods." I said

"I guess we have the same tongue for Japanese foods." Sandro smirked

I let out a small chuckle, "So.."

"...have you tell your fans about us? about the breakup?" I asked, changing the topic as I was taking a bite into the pizza and putting some spaghetti into my plate.

"Yes. I did." Sandro said taking a sip into his red wine

I nodded in agreement

Sandro put his hand into my hand and our fingers are intertwining together

I grab my phone and scroll down to my twitter timeline and searched '#SaileyIsDead' that was trending all over twitter.

Sailey? Sandro and Hailey?

Okay, what is that.

"What!!!! noo, I ship Sandro and Hailey more than I ship my mom and dad, plz don't tell me they broke up #SaileyIsDead" -@SandroFansBuddies

"wHAT IM CRYIN SKSKSJSKSK #SaileyIsDead" -@espressokidsandro

"vas happenin iM SHOOK😨 #SaileyIsDead" -@crybabyysandro

"MASAQUET BHE TAGOS SA BONES #SaileyIsDead" -@SAILEYnaticsftw

It hurts to know that we lied to our fans, they were broken inside. I can't forgive myself on what I have done, I've lied to them and all they've done was support me and Sandro

"Anything wrong?"

I shook my head no, "I'm just worried that your/our fans were heartbroken since we announced it and #SaileyIsDead was trending all over the twitter"

His eyes widened, "It was all my fault..." he said

"Here we go with the blaming again. Don't blame yourself, you didn't do anything wrong." I gave him a bright smile, he smiled back and we enjoyed our foods together

"God, I'm so full." I said and rubbed my tummy. "Tumataba ka na" Sandro teased. I dare you Sandro to call me fat one more time and you'll see.

"Gago! At least di bunot hairstyle ko dati."

"Oh shut up, bunot man hairstyle ko dati, pogi parin ako. Na-turn on ka nga sa bunot hairstyle ko eh." Sandro said and added it with a wink

"Ew, gross! loko ka ah!"

We ended up playing footies together and went home.

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