Thoughts in a Word

Dead

I don't want you dead.. I love you.. I really do. You say nobody loves you and everybody hates you and it literally eats me on the inside because that shows how much I mean to you. I don't matter at all in your life at all if you say that nobody loves you because guess what, I love you. Since nobody loves you, maybe I'm a nobody. Maybe I don't matter at all to you. Maybe I don't mater at all to anyone... Many I'm the one who should be gone because I'm a nobody... So good bye. I had a nice time being around all of you. Thank you for letting me be around and for not ignoring me. But hey, nobody will miss me because I didn't matter at all to anybody. At least I won't be upsetting anyone in the process. But if you die, you will be upsetting so many people. I don't know about Other people, but with you 6ft underground, I won't be able to live with myself knowing that I couldn't or didn't do anything to stop you... So don't die. Please. Just stop.. I love you..