Babysitter | Dolan twins✔

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*Sophia's POV*

            "I love you so much" I cried, "Me too" I breathed heavily as tears soaked my shirt and face. He stroked my hair as my arms were around his waist.

*Ethan's POV*

I woke up, Belle beside of me but Gray and Sophia gone. I slid out of bed walking downstairs.

I heard them talk in the kitchen. "I love you so much" Sophia cried, "Me too" Gray responded, My heart shattered but then again, maybe Grayson is better for her. Do I love her?

Although he takes all the girls usually. Sophia cried as Grayson comforted her. I went back upstairs and into my room, I slung the papers and binder off my shelf.

I closed my eyes, don't cry Ethan, not over a girl. I sat on the bed, it was too late, the tears flooded my face, I wiped them with the back of my hand.

I tugged my hair and clenched my jaw, here it goes again, after 2 years without a panic attack it came back.

*Sophia's POV*

I heard a loud thump upstairs, I raised my head up looking at Grayson, he shrugged, we walked upstairs checking every room, then Ethan's. He was on the floor breathing heavily, sweat pouring down his face.

"What's happening?" I asked Grayson as he got on his knee's trying to snap Ethan out of it. "He's having a panic attack, I could never help, only my mom could" He said.

"What do I have to do?" I asked, "Umm she just rocked him and comforted him" He responded, I sat on the floor beside of him. "I think he's heavier then last time" I chuckled. Grayson nodded.

I held his head up and ran my hands through his hair. "Shhh" He wrapped his arms around my breathing heavily. He had to of gone through a lot to have it this bad.

"E breathe, it's ok" He opened his eyes and sat up. "I-i'm sorry" He softly sighed, "No it's ok" He stumbled getting up and laying in his bed not facing us.

I walked up to Grayson, then walked out, I heard the door close and Grayson followed me. I closed my eyes walking into the bathroom. "Soph let me in" I locked the door, sliding down the door.

It's so hard seeing him like that, did I fall for Ethan more than Grayson? I felt as if I held both of their hearts in each hand and i had to choose one to drop and stomp on.

"Sophia?!" Grayson said, "I'm fine" I lied, my voice cracked. "Sophia let me in, Please" He begged, I shook my head knowing that I couldn't. Then i'd want to stomp on Ethan's heart.

"Grayson go away!" I heard footsteps walk away, Then appear. "Sophia, please let me in" It wasn't Grayson, it was Ethan. "Why?" I asked, "we're worried about you" He said, "I'm fine" I lied opening the door.

Ethan hugged me then Grayson. "Soph let's talk in your room" I nodded and they walked me in. "Umm we decided... if you can't choose one of us... then we will stop stressing you out..."

"I choose Grayson" I quickly said closing my eyes, "What?" Grayson asked, "I choose Grayson" I said slowler.

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A/N: ermm i'm thinking about deleting this.... should I??