TEENS DESIRES [MATURE R-Rated]

3. Getting to know hidden desires

At schools my friends decided to bunk class and go for a friend house for watching a film.

At first I resisted but after getting tired of seeing their drama I agreed.

I blindly followed them to my friends place.

I was shocked seeing the title "FIFTY SHADES OF GREY" film being played.

"I am too innocent to watch this film!!!", I exclaimed for which other girls started laughing.

"ok now stop acting weird khushi ... You are not a kid and please cut your melodrama and let us watch film ",saying this they switched off lights after handing me a popcorn packet.

I tried to escape from there but they locked the door.

I think they all are determined to kill my innocence !!! As I'm helpless I watched the film.

I'm feeling uncomfortable looking at erotic scenes...

But to my surprise everyone except me are enjoying the film.

After sometime without my knowledge I started feeling something in my body.

I don't know what that feeling was... is it anxiety or whatever... but I started feeling different.

Whenever hero touches heroine I don't know why but I started feeling that sensation.

I cant understand this...why am I feeling this? Why am I imagining myself being touched?

What are they? Are they desires? That too those kind of desires which I had lot of hatred and treated them as a sin?

But why am I suddenly started liking them?

I'm afraid... Is there possibility of me having these kind of sexual desires within me?