Blackboyjoy. The joy of men that should be worshipped and enjoyed. Reading snippets of these fine gentlemen will help us all realize the meaning of blackboyjoy and what it feels like.
So I have finally decided on what I'm wearing to this so called party Chris wants me to go too. Chris knows I've never been to a party. But I hope my first one turns out okay. Also especially since Chris is going to be there I'm hella nervous. I mean, after the kiss we had I can't help but think about it over an over again. And it shows perfectly too. I was smiling all day. Everytime I saw him after that we would meet eyes and I would just stare like a fool and he would just chuckling and show his a million dollar smile. That smile never loses. They way he turns me on just makes my stomachs turn. Like how muscular he is. How tall he is. They way his voice sounds. They way he plays with his pencil to the way he walks. Its all just turns me on so easily. I can't help but to watch his every move because its so interesting to see what he'll do next. And that's another good thing about him is that he isn't just the bad boy that is just bad. He's really interesting. He is an amazing artist and is good at multiple things. Although, I have heard girls say he's amazing in bed and that he's so sexy without his shirt on. But I've been wondering.... How does it feel to be with him in bed. Girls just make it seem amazing. Girls be limping to school and stuff just because the work he puts in. I want him to put that work in on me. I'm not gone lie and say I've never wanted to get dicked down by him. But maybe just maybe that may happen tonight. As I step out the shower I grab my towel and start wiping my self. I made sure I didn't forget to shave in the lower area and my arm pits...... just in case something happens. I started to lotion my body, sprayed my self with perfume and deodorized my self. I put a black crop top on, some baggy ripped up jeans, a black thong and black lace bra, and some black heels.
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I flat ironed my hair and put some light make up on and some cherry flavored lip balm. I checked my self in the mirror to make sure I looked presentable. I smiled at my progress. I took a deep breathe. I did a little prayer in my head. Dear father god I hope you let me stay safe tonight and all causes and I hope I have a wonderful time but it would be amazing father god if you would give me a little surprise actually scratch that a big surprise and that it will make me happy in the name of Jesus amen. As I got done saying my prayer I chuckled. "Big surprise. I'm just too much. "I said walking down stairs. My grandma was on vacation so I didn't have to tell her where I was going. I was most likely going to get drunk tonight so I decided I'll just call uber. When I got in the uber I went on Snapchat to look at peoples stories. I saw Chris's story and I looked at it and saw a picture of me and him and it was captioned my valentine. I was cheesing hard and I think a tear of joy almost came down my face. I started to make sure I did everything I was suppose to do before I went to this party.
Am I on birth control : yes
Is my phone charged :yes
Am I looking like a meal: yes
Yeah I'm ready. As I get to the party I say thank you to my uber driver and make my way to the party. The music was loud as ever. I opened the door and the smell of weed and liquor hit my nose. Okay than, I see they turning up tonight. As I walk around I see people taking long looks at me. I couldn't help but start getting nervous. Maybe I shouldn't have come. I was thinking of leaving until my eyes ran into a pair of green ones. His eyes scanned my outfit. While he was scanning mine I was scanning his. He was wearing an all white polo shirt with some black ripped up paints than some black 11's. He was looking sexy no lie. I walked up to him and as soon as I did he had on a radiant smile. "You looking like a whole buffet. "He said spinning me around making me laugh. "Thanks. "I said giving him a hug. His hands wrapped around my waist. There he goes smelling like one of the best senses in the world again. "At first I was thinking of not coming but than again, its my last year being a high schoolers so what can I say. "I said shrugging with a smile. "See I knew you was gon come. Cuz if you didn't come I was gon make you. "He said rubbing his hands together with smile tugging his bottom lip with his white teeth. There he goes again giving me that smile which sends chills down my back and right back up to my face making me blush. "Oh really, why would you make me? "I asked putting my weight on one hip with a smirk. He licked his lips and looked me up and down slowly. I feel like he's undressing me with his eyes.... Its not a bad thing to actually. "Let's just say I have a surprise for you. "He said smiling at me with a small wink. I chuckled at his choice of words to spit me some game, and I'm not gon like it wasn't working. "Come on let me get you a drink. "He said grabbing my hand softly. He lead me to the kitchen as we saw more people coming in and out of their. He saw dudes looking at me all types of ways which I don't think he liked because as soon as I started getting looked at he quickly wrapped his arms around my waist putting his chin on my shoulder making me chuckle. "What's so funny, I don't want these niggas looking at something that's mines. "He said sending some dudes mean mugs for looking at me. "Oh so you just suspect that this is yours? " I questioned with a smirk. " Shiiiii this been mine. Fuck is you talkin about. After this surprise you gon know why. "He whispered in my ear before kissing my cheek making me cheese. He started low chuckling in my ear. He let me go and he went to go get the drinks. My heart was beating fast. He was literally just flirting with me in public. What does that mean? Does it mean he's trying to have people notice our connection, or that he just wants attention? I don't know. I just hope tonight doesn't end up going left. "Here. "He said appearing behind me with the drink. I grabbed it and looked at it than looked at him. "Its just circo and sprite. Nothing else. I swear to god. "He said. I sighed and took a quick sip of the drink. I tasted it for a minute and become satisfied. I shrugged and started drinking some more. "This shit good. "I said pointing to the red cup. "I know right. So you got any plans after this? "He asked drinking his drink. To be in the bed with you over me. "Nothing. "I said drinking from mines. I saw he let the cup come from his lips as a drip of liquor was dripping from his lips but he slowly licked the drip of liquor off of his plump lips. He stepped a little closer to me so he could close the gap between us. "Why you keep looking at me like that? "He asked with a flirtatious smile. "Because your interesting to look at. "I said putting my drink down. " It's making me think you want this surprise early. "He said hovering over me. He was looking really deep in my eyes with his green beautiful ones. I couldn't look away. "Is it a big surprise? "I asked with a smirk taking another sip of my drink. He started chuckling at my joke. " So you a freak huh? "He said with smirk. "Yeah, I mean I know I haven't done the business yet but I still believe I'm capable of doing some things."I said letting the drink hit the back of my throat. "Oh, I wonder what those things are. And to answer your question..... yes the surprise is VERY big. "He said whispering the last part in my ear sending chills down my back. I turned around and tried to keep my composure. "How do I know that? "I said looking over my shoulder stop him with a sly smirk. He came up behind me as his breath started hitting the back of my neck. "You wanna figure out? "He whispered to me. "I don't know if you can handle this Chris. I'm something very big to handle. " I said throwing our empty cups away. "Yes you definitely are. "He said. I could feel his eyes looking at my but. I knew I would look thick in this outfit. As I turned around. I saw him grab another two pair of drinks. "Let's just enjoy ourselves and see where the night takes us. "He said giving me another cup. We clinked out red cups together and started drinking. It was going to be long night.
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Me and Chris are really tipsy right now and to be honest... I feel good. We were dancing with each other on the dance floor with his hands around my waist and my but all up against him. His hands were slowly moving on my thighs which made me laugh. "You need to keep your hands to yourself. "I said turning around to face him. His hands wrapped around my waist having his hands slowly make his way to my but. "You can't expect me not to touch you when your dressed like this. "He said with a smirk. I chuckled at his little joke. "Come sit down. "He said talking me off the dance floor. He was sitting on this couch but there weren't anymore spots. "There isn't a spot. "I said. "Its okay, I got a special spot that I've been keeping warm for you." He said gently sitting me on his lap. I tried to hide my smile but I failed miserably. He creeped his arms around my waist as the slow music started playing. Chris's right hand started creeping on the inside of my inner thigh. It gave me chills which caused me to jump a little making him lowly chuckle in my ear. "I see that you felt that. "He said with a devilish smirk. "Yeah I did. Chris what are you doing? "I asked putting my hand on top of his. "Sweetie don't act innocent now. You've been wanting this. "He whispered in ear as he started caressing my inner thigh."Wanting what? "I asked like I was slow. He let his devilish chuckle come out. "You want me, but I'm not gon lie and act like I don't want you either. Cuz I know I want you, I want all of you. "He whispered in my ear leaving his hands on her. He started rubbing her which was satisfying to me and you could tell it was because I let out a shaking sigh. "I notice how you wear your hair different to get my attention which you never fail to do. "He whispered. "I notice how you bite your lip when you do your work. "He said starting to rub her at medium speed making me start to lowly moan as I gripped his legs. "I notice how sexy you are and how fat your ass is. I noticed this before I even knew yo fine ass. "He whispered. "Now all I want to know is if you can handle the surprise you deserve. "He whispered gripping my inner thigh. Okay we can all be seducers. "I know I can handle you, the question is, can you handle me? "I whispered in his ear rubbing his person. He softly groaned in my ear. "Come on and let's get out of here before I fuck you on this couch. "He said making me get up. I chuckled at his little remark and walked to the door. As we walked to the door I could feel his hand gripping my left but cheek. I could feel like this was going to take that turn. As the uber showed up we got in the back seat. Once Chris told him where we were going his lips instantly connected with mines as his pink plump lips were capturing my chocolate soft ones. "Damn baby, your lips just to good. "He mumbled against my lips. In my head I was smirking because I knew that I made the right choice by putting on the cherry flavored lips balm instead of the lips gloss. His tongue gently glided against my lips. As stubborn as I was I did not want to let him enter but he would not let me be so stubborn. His fingers landed my inner thigh squeezing it making my mouth open letting his tongue come in my mouth. I smirked the whole time he gently tongues me down. "You gon get this act right once we get in this house. "He whispered in my ear sending chills down my spine. He gently pulled away and smirked at me. I blushed a deep red trying make sure I was stable enough to know what was about to happen. The man said we were at put destination. We got out the car and went in his house. Yes, he has his own house that his mother bought him. He's a mommas boy. Once enter his house he instantly attacks my neck and takes off his jacket and throws it somewhere. I instantly kissed back and pealed my heals off my feet making me 5'1 again. He tapped my thigh which was a way of telling me to hop up. As I did he picked me up laughing. " You so fucking short damn. " He said with his deep laugh letting head fall back making me laugh along with him. His head came back up and he kissed my neck taking me up stairs. He kicked the door open and set me down on my feet. His came behind me and left pecks on my neck as he unbuckled my belt slowly. I could hear him behind me taking his pants off as well as his shoes. Than all of a sudden I felt a quick pause. I turned around slowly wondering why he stopped. He was looking at me seductively. " Damn" He said above a whisper. I started becoming more shy because no one has ever seen me half naked. He slowly walked behind me kissing my shoulder and sucking on it while his hands were gently wrapped around my neck. He lead me to the bed laying me down hovering over me. " Do I need a condom or are you on birth control? "He asked. "Birth control. "I said."Good."He said with a smile as he started kissing me again. He stopped to ask me a question. " Are you sure that this is okay? " He asked. I sighed with my eyes closed. Than unopened them. "I trust you. "I said with a smirk. He smiled and started to unstrap my bra as he slowly sucked on me. He pecked me on the lips.
