Let's Start Again! (Hermione Zabini)

Nothing To Do

Hermione's Prov:
I felt pain everywhere, it was as if something was gone inside of me. My head felt heavy and pain was shooting through it on high speed. My eyes couldn't due to all the pain, but i felt another weight on where ever i was and i could tell by the material's so much softness i could tell that i was not on a bed, i wish i ever met a this soft

"Hermione?" I heard a voice call out to me

With the energy i have i try to open my eyes, which i succeed in after a try. I try to focus on my surroundings, since it seems a little blur. When my vision is clear i take in the people in front of me. Harry, Draco, Ron along with Luna and Lavender were crowding me. I was on a couch with my head resting on Ginny's lap.

"Hey," I said weakly

"Hi," They all replied almost at the same time

I try to sit up when a firm hand sets me back on my back. Ginny then places her hand on my forehand and gasps a little when she takes her hand back

"Hermione, your burning hot," she said moslty directing it to the others

"I am fine, guys" i said as i was trying to sit up but Ginny pulled me back down

"How long have i been out?" I ask

"About an hour," Ron answers

"What happened, Hermione?" Draco asked me

I get up from my lying position and sit beside Ginny, previous events come rushing back to me. What happened to at St. Mongos and everything after that. I curled up in a ball near Ginny as my tears blocked my sight and steamed down my face

I felt another weight on the couch, as some sat next to me, and wrapped their hand around my shoulders. I didn't bother to look, i just missed my dad, i couldn't believe i lost him. I agree i didn't know him and i had just meet him but that didn't stop from loving him as i did. He was not their for the first half of my life but i wanted him be their for the rest....it's not possible now

"Hermione,?" I heard a sweet voice, it was Luna

I didn't say anything, just looked at up meeting her sapphire blue eyes. They guys no longer crowed us, i guess they let me have alone time

"Hermione, what happened?" Ginny said "Tell us,"

I couldn't get the words out of my mouth, i tried to opened my mouth but the words just didn't come out, then i remembered what Blaize told, about they should know, my thoughts were broken by a guy's voice

"Where the hell is Blaize?" Draco asked

"He is ..... with ......mom" I stutter out

"What is he doing there, shouldn't he be with Mr. Zabini or with you?" Harry asked

At that question i was silent again, bring the strength to believe and tell them the truth

"Hermione?" Harry questions when i don't answer

I gather all the strength i have

"Because, h-he is d-dead" I stutter again

"Dead?" Ron asks "Who is dead?"

This was it, now is the time to admit reality

"D-dad....." i whisper but loud enough for them to hear

"What!!" they all muttered to them selves

The room feel into a perfect silence only my sobbing ad a few tears from Ginny or Luna i think could be heard, when there was a crack and everyone looked forward to meet Blaize

"Hermione," he said as he hugged Luna and came to sit beside me

"Blaize," I heard Draco say

Draco walked over and gave Blaize a manly once he stood up.

"We are sorry guys," Harry said

"There's nothing to be sorry about," Blaize said "It was fated"

"Yeah," i heard everyone say

I looked out of the window and saw that it was almost and we would soon be called be for dinner, but i didn't care much about that right now

"How is mom?" i asked to Blaize

"She was crying even after, but i gave her sleeping drought once she calmed down, and the elves know of the situation, they looked pretty sad," Blaize explained

That's nice, at least someone is calm and not thinking about anything at the moment. I just sit there doing nothing basically except for staring into the midst

Everyone filed out for dinner but i had lost my appetite, so i just followed but left them half way, so they won't notice gone until dinner starts. I snuck out as the crowd got big, and went back to the common room.

Then i changed into my night clothes, which were basically just a white tank top and baby blue shorts. I lay their on the bed thinking about the today's events and how would it be if they didn't take place.

I felt the tears in my eyes clowned my vision again, i pull the bed covers above my head and cry my self to sleep.

Draco's Prov: As we descended down the stairs i saw Hermione come out of the common room, i purposely walked slow so i could see that she reached the Great Hall and got some food into her system, i could tell she didn't have lunch either

But as we got lower the crowd got big and i lost track where she was. When i got my table with the others, we noticed that Hermione was not their and nor was Blaize. I went out searching for after grabbing a bowl of mashed potatoes

I searched and finally found him near the black lake, which was now looking like obsidian. I put the mashed potato bowl on the ground and walked over to him, breaking him from a thought instantly

"Hey mate," He said slowly

"Blaize, i am sorry about your father," I said

"You know Draco," he said "I knew something bad would happen, i just didn't know it was my father"

"What? how? i asked confused

"I was having a nightmares, but it would be dark in them and i could only hear cries but i couldn't tell who it was who was getting hurt," Blaize explained "I thought it was Hermione that's why i was so close to her all the time.....until now"

I didn't say anything, but saw a tear escape his eyes. Honestly, i had never seen Blaize cry, and i didn't know what to do, so i just pulled in a manly hug. We then go to the Great Hall and sit down when i get up, as i remember i have to find Hermione also

"Draco, she needs some alone time," Lavender said as i was about to go

I had to agree with her, so i just slouched down and just took some chicken and pumpkin juice and started eating. Later when we were done, none of us were in a mood for desert so we just left and went back to the common room

I said bye to everyone and went to my room, i found Hermione tucked in her bed with dried tears still visible on her face. I went and sat down on the corner of her bed, i lightly tucked a patch of her silky black hair under her ear and creased her chin. From another's perspective i would just be a creep, but she looks so peaceful in her sleep

I kiss her on the forehead and tuck her in a little since the nights now a days are really chilly and also because she is just wearing a tank top and shorts. I change into my night clothes and get into bed.