Smile | B.Katsuki

•• Chapter 36 ••

Y/n POV

In all honesty, I had no idea where Bakugou ran to but at least I can have sometime alone. I can't believe I'm actually thinking these thoughts, I still like the guy it's just that with all that Mum told me, he'll never like someone like me.
"Y/n you alright? You seem kinda out of it..."

Forcing a smile at Denki, I nodded.
"Yeah I'm fine just at little tired from the events" Happy with my answer, he returned to Kirishima and Mina after he gave me a small wink. I'm actually turning into a sick hybrid of my parents, I can't believe this shit. Who knew learning that your Dad was a complete asshole would change your aspect on everything? Leaning back on my seat I placed my arms behind my head while I rested my legs on the seat in front of me.

Oddly enough, Bakugou was the only person to come up to me after my small meeting with Mum but still, fuck! How can I even tell him how I feel or what is happening in my screwed up head without sounding like a dick?! I can't just go up to him and be like 'I now hate my quirk plus my entire being because my mother forgot to tell me my father was the scum of the earth', Yeah that'll get his heart.

I need to focus, I should be focusing! It's Todoroki and Sero now so I should be following suit soon against McFabulous boy. Feeling a hand on my shoulder, I jumped almost knocking Bakugou on his feet as I turned my head.
"Ah-h it's you, sorry..." Why does he seem so disappointed? His blonde hair was slightly less spiky as before hiding his eyes as he sat by my side.

"Is it me?"
"W-what?"
"Is it fucking me?! Come on Y/n just answer the damn question!" He sat up straight with his hands in his lap as if he was trying to act more gentle. It felt as if someone ripped my stomach out before forcing it back in with a replacement of rotting wood and woodworm. Something was rotting and it definitely wasn't the butterflies.
"No- I mean.. I don't kno- maybe... wait no it's not..."

"Say me name then..." Say his name? Oh god, don't tell me he's lost the plot too? First my dad then my mum and now my crush. Maybe people around me just slowly lose their minds.
"Bakugou?" Unsatisfied with my answer, he stood from his seat before walking down the narrow aisle gaining the attention of our dear classmates. Did I do something wrong again? Come on! They all can't just look at me not telling me what I did wrong!

I don't know these things. I don't know how to be in a relationship, I don't know how to treat someone like you love them. Heck, maybe my flirtatious attitude is just a disguise for my many layers of trauma! Nobody thought about that did they?! I watched Bakugou sitting next to Denki, A pile of angry fuelled me as I watched him completely ignore my existence. Why am I so angry about this?! Clenching my fists, I stood from my seat.

"Did they have a argument?"
"Is Y/n alright?"
"Is she pregnant?"

Turning heel, I walked away from my classmates including Bakugou. I felt his stare drive into my back as if his eyes were the nails and this whole situation was the hammer, sounds painful. I never noticed how much it hurts walking away from him, I know normally he's the one walking away but that's because I'm so damn annoying. I never thought it would be the other way around.

My palms were sweaty. My head spinning. Everything fucking hurts and I have to use that quirk soon against a actually person. What if they die? What if I hurt them? Shit Y/n, we just need to focus! I don't have to use my quirk unless I want to. I have good combat skills and I'm somewhat smart, I don't need my quirk. Turning around the corner, I stopped. My stomach turning as I saw my mum talking to the one and only Endeavour.

"At least I don't treat my child like a living weapon you arse-hat..." My Mum stood with her arms crossed and feet slightly apart. Oh she's pissed. Endeavour looked as if he wanted to kill her, his arms crossed as well but he looked even more angry.
"Seriously? Vermillion I don't think you can say that, how are your four children?" Alright, I'm going to kill him.

My mum held a proud smile as she watched me walk up to the world's worst Dad, after mine of course. Endeavour hates me more than he hates All Might and Mum, not surprising right?
"Well well well, isn't it Mr Shitty Blowtorch?"
"It's you..."
"I really think your hero name should've been Blowtorch, that's how you became a hero after all~" My Mum threw a arm around my neck pulling me closer to side. I looked up to her. A sly smirk was across her face as she arched her eyebrow waiting for a response from Endeavour.

"Why you-"
"Let's call it a day Endeavour. My dear daughter is just too much for your stinky arse" Stinky arse? After 15 years, I've learnt to never question my mother with her insults. I thought mine were bad but she tops the cake. Endeavour turned on his heel. As angry as he was, he decided it was best to just walk away while he still could be called a 'respectable hero'. Also there was a fire extinguisher next to us.

"So, should I be asking what's wrong or do you want to leave it like I felt that one guy in junior high?" Leaning away from me, she placed her two hands firmly on her hips. Annoying Endeavour with my mum is fun and all but afterwards, she always wants to have a heart to heart.
"First, I'm fine and second you never left a guy in junior high. Your first boyfriend was Dad and you met him here..."

The frown across her face was evident but like usual it didn't last that long. A grin crossed her face as she held up her hand to her chin acting as if she was smart. My mum is a genius but still fucking stupid sometimes. Ok, she did invent those contacts for me but still, she's a idiot.
"You mentioned your father sooo you're upset because I told you who he was!" Oh god, don't tell me Midnight introduced her to psychology. Now that would be terrible.

"Yeah it's on my mind but I didn't mention Dad because of it..." With my hands behind my back, I smiled warmly as my mother. Even if she's incredibly annoying I still missed her. She's a good Mum but just when I need her to be.
"You don't know that! And baby what's up?" Jesus Christ, this'll be a long day. Should I really tell her how I feel about the whole thing? My dad's death was his own fault and I'm one of the ones questioned for his murder. Doesn't sound right to me.

"D-do you think I killed him?" As I spoke, two arms were wrapped around my neck, holding me as my mum hugged me tightly as ever. She's really hugging me. Sorry, I just haven't been hugged like this in awhile. Returning the hug, I burrowed my face into her shoulder. She can't see me cry, not now.
"Of course you didn't silly~"

A/n

Do you think I'm dragging this story on? Coz it nearly has 40 chapters and y/n hasn't even confessed to Bakugou or the other way round.

I don't want to stop writing for this book because I have some really good ideas for it but I'm just wondering what do you think of this book? And how can I change it to be more romantic for you guys?

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