Smile | B.Katsuki

•• Chapter 56 ••

Vermillion POV
(OhmygodauPdAtE)

"You're kidding right?..." She just chose her hero name and now- now! They want her to fight a teacher! Y/n won't be able to handle that, of course she won't!

"M/n its compulsory... it's a test..." Nedzu said inbetween sipping his tea. I know in some countries its tradition to have rodent in soup. I might send his dead COR- alright that's enough. Think M/n. Think! Y/n is still new to learning about what that bastard got up to and what I hid from her. Shes just learnt that her quirk was used for bad, that it was a villain's quirk. I will never be able to get out of my mind what happened at that stupid fucking sports festival. She bled. Her eye started to bleed just like his. In a horrible way, it was like looking in a mirror, a twisted disgusting mirror. Even without the physical problems it'll cause, shes obviously not ready to fight someone again while using her quirk.

"Nedzu... I don't care if its compulsory... she isn't ready to fight someone yet and that includes her own teachers" I felt my hands squeeze, crush the chair's arms. The fabric beneath my fingers began to rip. If I have to pay for another broken chair Nino will kill me this time.

"Everyone else in Y/n's year will be taking part in the exam even Todoroki-"
"Its different!- sorry... but Nedzu be serious, you can't compare Y/n and Shouto, not anymore anways. Shouto is beginning to accept himself and is moving away from Endeavour but-t Y/n... even if she doesn't realise it, she has questions that I can't- no one can't answer expect her dad. Shes a child... shes only a child and thanks to me and D/n shes been forced to act older that she is-"

"M/n-"
"Come on Nedzu! Shes a child! Shes barely 16 and she doesn't realise what shes been through yet! I don't want her... it isn't fair for her to have his quirk- that quirk, the same quirk that he used against her mother and brother. Please just give me a little more time so I can help her properly..." I looked straight at Nedzu, my hands bustling into small fists.

"I'm sorry I didn't know how bad it was for her and you... if we can't exam her in that, how do you suggest we do?"
"Don't. Treat her as if she failed the exam, she'll learn better way and knowing her class Recovery Girl might need a extra pair of hands"

"Alright. Thank you Vermillion"
"No- thank you Nedzu". We both stood from the office's chairs, bowing politely before I turned on my heel and left Nedzu's office, closing the door quietly behind me.

Well shit. Who knew motherhood would be this difficult? Maybe I should've picked that stupid parenting book up.

I doubt that would make me a better mum at this point. Wow. Depressing much? Stepping away from the door, I took a few steps before leaning my back against the closet wall, titling my head backwards. Y/n isn't completely miserable. She has her sense of humour which has gotten her through most things- Thank God for that. Shes actually gotten more confident than ever since moving closer to UA and that old middle school of hers. Shes even gotten better at fighting and thinking on her feet.

But, is it enough? Is she happy enough? Will it last? Or will she end up like me and her dad? Me; falling head over heels and fucking the first guy who took interest in me, then was stuck in a nightmare marriage. D/n; an alone creature who wanted love from literally everything and longed for power more than anything. A contradiction really. I hope she becomes her own person. Shes different from Nino- he knew. She didn't. I might aswell fed her to the wolves-

"You look miserable..." Oh- I recognise that tired voice from anway. Bringing my head forward, I looked to my side smiling.
"That comes alot from you Zawa~~" I could his face literally gag at that nickname of mine. I stepped slightly away from the wall, holding my hands behind my back. Aizawa stood next to me, looking tired as usual with his messy hair and hands in his pockets.