Under the dim light of the streetlights, I watched as the sun set against the horizon. My breath fawning against the vibrating screen. Shit, I almost forgot I gave him my phone number. He's never called me and he barely texts me.
We normally just talk. We do nearly see each other every day.
Sliding my thumb across the screen, I lifted the phone to my ear as I started to walk towards the bus stop. Shit. I should really calm myself down, Katsuki probably isn't ok. Mina did text me that he was in a fight with Toto. Toto of all people.
"U-um hey Katsuki..."
"What the hell Y/n?" I stopped in my walk. Meters away from the small shelter. Rain clouds forming above me. What is that suppose to mean? Is he pissed at me? Yeah, I didn't tell him about it being the trial for my Dad but I can't see him being that annoyed.
"What is that suppose to mean? Are you pissed at me?" I could hear that angry growl from the other side of the call. It doesn't sound like his normal attractive growling, he sounds so frustrated. What the fuck is going on?
"Y-es no I'm not! Fuck just fuck, why didn't you fucking tell me about this trail shit? I would've came with you!" He's yelling. I don't get it. Why is he so angry? It doesn't make sense. A single rain drop fell on my noise. Fuck off you pathetic fallacy.
I don't understand. I wrapped my arm around my waist, huddling into the phone.
"... I wanted to but I-I don't know-"
"You have to fucking trust me Y/n! You have to start knowing what you fucking want!" Knowing what I want? I'm just a kid. I don't even know what I'll be doing tomorrow. I don't know what I'll do when I'll have to see Nino and Mum. I don't fucking know how to treat Katsuki anymore!
Rain started to plummet from the sky. The water bouncing off me. Fuck. Why can't I move? My legs faltering as I wanted to walk towards the bus stop.
"I do trust you! I-I just didn't want you to fucking worry about me!" From the across the line, I could a loud bang like someone through something against a wall. His grumbling and growling getting louder, almost snarling.
"That fucking icy-hot was right... you bitch.. I like fucking caring about you! What can't anyone get the fucking idea?! You idiot! W-why?! W-why don't you fucking understand?!" He screamed down the phone, his voice cracking as he repeated his question. My mind was blank. The rain dripping off my chest. The dress clinging to me like my hand was clinging to my chest. What's wrong with him?! What the fuck did Shouto say?!
I don't understand. Why don't I understand?! What the fuck happened at school today?! This doesn't make sense. God, he needs my help. Fuck!
"K-Katsuki... of course I understand! B-but I need to know what happened t-today!! Fucking hell Katsuki! I don't even know what to say to yo-"
"Why fucking me?!"
"W-what?..."
My free arm slipping to my side, I couldn't speak. Why not him? I watched as the bus arrived in front of me. The tyres splashing against the newly formed puddles. The door busted open inviting me to get on.
"...f-fuck... fuck! Just get your sorry ass to my house now!" With that my ears was filled with the sound of that sickening beep. He hanged up. He hanged up on me. What did he even mean by that? Why wouldn't I fucking choose him? How did he even think about something like that?
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Fanfiction[[ UNDER EDITING // x Reader ]] "I won't just be a hero! I'll be someone who can make Mum proud!" Ever since a child Y/n L/n has always wanted to help the un-helped and overlooked however, she only received her quirk at 6, labelling herself as a lat...
