Smile | B.Katsuki

•• Chapter 43 ••

-flashback-
(Important flashback pay attention kids)

"Y/n? Sweetie? Do you feel any different?" Daddy stood beside me. I don't know what they're doing to me but I think it'll be ok. If it wouldn't be ok then why would Daddy let them do this?

"I'm fine...." I don't feel fine. It really hurts. It hurts. I can't tell Daddy that, he'll get upset. The masked man poked at my skin again before a small needle broke it. The liquid was bright green. I don't really like green. I like red. Mummy told me that red is a very emotional colour. She told me if I'm in a tough situation I should distract myself with myself, like talking to yourself.

"You're doing amazing Y/n~" He smiled at me but I couldn't return it. I shouldn't smile when I'm in pain, right? I want to go home now. I want talk to Mummy and Nino about colours. I don't want to be here.
"Daddy... can we go now?" He looked upset. He patted my head but it was weird. It hurt. His fingers pulled at my hair. He's being a bully again.
"We're nearly done, it'll be over soon"

I bet red eyes would be nearly pretty.

-End of flashback-

Y/n POV

Shit. Where was I going with this?

Katsuki looked shocked above me. It was downright adorable. His lips were parted slightly as his unruly hair was flatter than usual. Wow, I kissed this guy. I'm not as embarrassed anymore. Weird.

"How the fuck are you so good at kissing?" Honestly I think it was Mum. She always said that one good kiss leads to one good session of sex. Yes, that is something you tell your six year old daughter.
"I'm pretty sure you're the only person who will ever find my kissing 'good'" He continued to loom over me. He laughed but almost sadly. He looked down at me, he looked oddly sincere.

"I hope I'm the only person who you ever have to kiss...."
"Dudddddeeee that's corny as fuck" Oh dear god. I think I broke Katsuki, again. He leaned upwards suddenly pulling me up with him by my collar. I know, kinky. He placed his hand over his mouth. I couldn't tell if he was laughing or internally screaming. The most evident thing was deep red blush across his cheeks. Holy shit. Hormones calm the fuck down.

"Fuck you Y/n I was trying to be romantic and shit..." He removed his hand and alongside his other, wrapped them both around my waist. That tickles. Don't you dare fucking laugh Y/n and ruin this moment. Don't you fucking dare. I returned the gesture by wrapping my own hands around that wonderful waist of his.
"I appreciate the gesture but you were already being romantic, there's no need to force~" He chuckled. Yes, let me just fuck his chuckle. I've missed it so much.

"I guess you're right but you're just horny all the fucking time so I have to be even more romantic..." Wow. My bitch is such a good bitch. He's my bitch now, right?
"That means we'll have a lot of sex then we'll have tons of little babies!" Katsuki seemed to break again at what I said. He's such a dork. His grip on my grew tighter as his blush became darker.
"Shit... I don't want kids right now..."
"Bakubabe... Bakubabe... let me explain. I have two younger siblings, I already have kids"

"Did you just call me Bakubabe?" Honestly I prefer Bakushit but we kissed so now I have to be nicer than normal. What a shame.
"Yes? Should I call you Bakubitch instead?" He jumped at that. Muttering a 'few' swear words under his breath as he chose between embarrassment and being insulted. Bitch, I hope he chooses embarrassment because Baku is my babe.

"Fucking shit! Both suck!"
"Come on Baku~babe~" I moved past his head whispering into his blushing ear. I'm such a flirt, go me. I felt him shudder my grip as I pulled away and most likely smirked at his dumbfounded expression. I always get a feeling I'm smirking, it's like a random boost of confidence.
"BAKUBABE IT IS!!"

What a dork.

"Keep your voice down!" Surprisingly he did. His lips pursed together in a straight line like my voice zipped his lips. I want to kiss him again.
"C-crap sorry..." I couldn't help myself. He was far too adorable just to leave them un-kissed. I leaned in slowly, our noses touching. I'm dying, why am I doing this?

"Hey I'll forgive you if you let me kiss you again Bakubabe~"
"Fucking hell that isn't even a punishment you nutcase..." He didn't move away. Instead he moved closer. His hands moving up my back until one was stationed at my waist while my other placed in between my shoulder blades. Shit. He says I'm good at this stuff but can he just look at himself?

"I'll take that as a yes~"

-flashback-
(Cockblocked by traumatising childhood sorry)

He didn't move. He just stood there looking at the other people. Daddy doesn't look happy again.
"Daddy? Are you ok?" He jumped. His white lab coat flaying in the small draft. He doesn't like school. It's weird. I thought Daddy would love school, he's a fancy teacher I think.

"I'm perfect Y/n. I'm just a little nervous..." He slumped to my height. I'm not small! I'm just little! It's not my fault, I'm waiting for my growth spurt! Nino says I'll get it when I do the nasty but I'm pretty sure he means pooping. I've done that a lot but I'm still small.

"They don't scare you do they Daddy?" He smiled at me. It wasn't a nice smile. It was creepy, I don't like it.
"Do they scare you Y/n?" They scare me a lot. I won't tell Daddy that though! He'll get scared then angry and, and that won't help anyone! I won't bother Daddy!
"No! I'm not scared of them Daddy!!"

They really scare me. My classmates are so mean sometimes. They call me weird, pull my hair. They say I smile too much, maybe it isn't cute enough? I don't really like my smile. It's creepy like Daddy's. I don't think they like me though. I'm quirkless, they aren't.

"I don't think anyone likes me Daddy..."

A/n

So...
what do you think? I think I kinda failed on the kissing scene but ohwell....

*screeches in the distance*

What do you think of the small Flashback?
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