Smile | B.Katsuki

•• Chapter 46 ••

Bakuwantstofuckbutiswaitingaftermarriage POV
(That's a mouth full, literally)

Fruit. It smells like fruit. Possibly strawberries or maybe just a mixture of coconut and apple. Wait, is a coconut a fruit or a nut? Fuck that. It could be both if it fucking wanted to be.

It's strawberries. Definitely.

She smells like strawberries. Maybe it's the shampoo she uses or just her smell. Fuck. Smelling the cute fucker next to you is weird, right? It sounds fucking weird to me. However, she just feels good next to me. Now that sounds fucking insane. Shit, I'm such a creep for watching her like this.

Y/n's arm laid itself across my chest while her head was tucked safely in my neck, hiding that face of hers from me. Even our legs felt tangled under the duvet cover. I couldn't even move. It wasn't because I was embarrassed or some dorky shit like that. It was just because she was literally crushing my arm. Fucking hell. I can't feel it. It's fucking gone and I need to go take a shit.

But if I move, I won't be able to go back to this moment. Her smell. Her soft expression or the flutter of her eyelids every time my chest lifted so I could breathe. It would all go. Even the rays of the morning sunrise beaming through the curtains. I fucking love this and I didn't want it to change. Fuck. When did I get so fucking emotional and shit? It was probably when I realised I had feelings for the moron.
Shit. I bet she didn't realise I started to like her 2 months after the pervert just showed up. She turned my life upside down, literally.

"M-m..."

Oh shit. She moved. She moved away, moving the arm which was on my chest to my side before returning to that adorable sleepy state. I could finally see her full face. Fuck. She's too fucking cute. I couldn't help myself. I just had to see how soft it was.

I tried my hardest not to wake her up as I played with her h/c hair. It's so soft. I guess she really does take care of it. It twirled around my fingers as I toyed with it. Her hair suits her fucking personality, somehow. Soft and cute. Shit. She's just too perfect. I wish she would realise that or at least, see that she's a good person not just that bastard's daughter.

I would kill that fucker.

Fuck. Why does everything I think of get fucking dark?! I shouldn't be fucking thinking about killing her dick of a Dad. She doesn't need that right now and I fucking promised I would protect her even if it meant from myself. Now, I bet she definitely didn't realise that. I wonder if she even took it fucking seriously. Fuck! Of course she did!

"K-Katsuki?..."

OH SHIT! SHE WOKE UP!

Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. I woke her up! I'm such a fucking dick! She was probably having one of those perverted dreams and I fucking ruined it! However, she does look fucking good right now.
NOT THE TIME FOR THAT!!
"F-fuck sorry if I woke you up... s-shit I was just-" I couldn't speak. I couldn't even blink or move my eyes as Y/n just looked up at me. Her chin was on my chest as those fucking gorgeous eyes blinked at me. Fuck. She's so fucking beautiful.

We didn't speak. We just looked at each other. Shit! Should I speak?! Even if I fucking tried, I bet nothing would come out. Just a mumble or a inaudible work. Fuck! Fuck! My whole face felt like it was in fucking fire, again! Fuck! I hate to fucking love blushing and shit!