Under A Full Moon (BxB) (Mpreg)

my life so far in this marriage

Cian
    It's been 2 months since the wedding. And seems like the twins love Lance and Dyaln likes me so it's good. Here i am in the kitchen making breakfast for Dylan and Lance, I'm making bottles for the twins. Life so far is getting better dor the kids i don't know if me and Lance will have that bond again. But being patient with my life will be better off knowing the relationship of me and Lance. I set the table and made eggs with blood tomatoes, i went up to the kids room seeing Dylan awake with a big smile wanting me to pick him up. I smiled and went to the kitchen putting him in a high chair feeding him food. Lance rushed in and gobble up his food
    "I'll be back late tonight, father wants me to do sone paper work for the country" he said and left just like that. It's been like that everyday of my life, seems like he doesn't care for me. Well at least i know the answer to it already.
Lance
     I woke up super late this morning and i totally forgot that i have to meet father today. Ugh can't believe Cian didn't even wake me up, i mean i know we still not that close but still cone and wake me up. I shot up and put on my Prince clothes and ran into the kitchen. I ate my food so fast i almost choked
      "I'll be back late tonight, father wants me to do sone paper work for the country" i said and ran out of the house. Its always like this everyday amd it seems like i dont even bond with Cian but really i don't have the time to do so. I went in the carriage and got there 30 minutes late. I ran in the palace so fast i bumped into so many maids. I went i to the room finding my brother's with their husband and kids
     "Lance" my father said in a stern voice
    "Sorry father i was late" i said and sat down
    "Danm Lance its been for ever since i saw you, hows Cian and the kids?" Tyler said
    "Sighhh their fine" i said
    "Well where is Cian then?" Eric said
    "He's at home taking care of the kids Eric" i said
    "Why do you always leave him at home?" Elliot questioned
    "Is he not suppose to be at home?" I reply
    "It's just that i barley see him with you is all" Elliot said
    "Ok sons we have a meeting with the minister so could you tell your husbands to leave now" father said to Tyler and Achiyo
    "Yes father" they both said
Cian
    It was 12 o'clock and i was doing laundry untill i felt very dizzy and tired so i decided to take a break. I sat down for a few minutes and finish doing the laundry. All day i did the house work and i felt very tired. And I've never been this tired before eventhough I've been doing this since i came to this house.
    *Dyaln crys*
  I went to the room where Dyaln was sleeping. I picked him up and rocked him back to sleep and checked on the twins. I'm so happy that the twins are 3 almost 4 month old they are so eady to take care of. I went out of the room taking a rest for later i have to make dinner for Lance.
Lance
    Well the meeting didn't take forever so I'll just be going home. I went home and the house was very quiet i went in and found Cian asleep on the couch. I went into the kitchen and there wasn't any more food, i went up the stairs and found that the kids are all awake. Which is weird Cian never leave the kids alone like this. I went down and woke Cian up
     "Cian you should wake up now since I'm back and the kids are awake" i said but he didn't wake up i shook him and he opened his eyes
     "Sorry i fell asleep, did you want dinner Lance" he said
     "Sure" i said and went to my office i was almost done with my paper work until i heard something fall in the kitchen and the kids were crying form the sounds of it. I went to the kids room and calmed them down i wajted to check if Cian made that loud noice.
Cian
    I was making fish for dinner but as soon as i put garlic into the pan I dropped the dish that was on my hand and turned off the stove. I ran out to the back yard knowing that I'll make a mess in there. I threw up what i ate this morning, i threw up for 5 minute straight and i was quite dizzy from it. I went back to the house and saw Lance looking at me confused why i was outside.
     "Why were you outside?" He said I didn't want him to know that I threw up today so i lied
    "I was taking out the trash" i said
    "Did you make the dish fall when you went and took out the trash?" He asked me
    "Sorry i did I'll clean that up and make dinner" i said walking past him
    "No it's fine i called the maids to bring some food over so it'll be easier for you and me" he said i looked down thinking i did a bad job for not cooking food
     "So what are we having for dinner?" I asked him
     "We might be having seafood since that's what my mother ate when she called me" he said and left to his room
    "Ahh I'm still so tired" i said to myself. Couple hours went by and the maids came by with the food that Lance asked for. As i opened the foods the smell of fried and boil eggs with potato made the urge of me throwing up all over. I then once again went into the nearest bathroom making sure i locked the door behind me, threw up non-stop. I stayed there in the bathroom after i threw up and i felt so tired that I don't have tge energy to even eat
Lance
   I came down the room and saw that the food was open. I didn't see Cian around so i thought he went up and got the kids first. I went and ate first amd safe some for the kids and Cian. After i was done eating i put away the food and went up to the kids room to see if Cian wants to eat tonight. As i went to the room i didn't see Cian and saw that the kids are still asleep in there cribs. I went down and checked the rooms but still didn't see him. Then i went to the bathroom near the kitchen and checked the door but it was locked
    "Cian? Are you in there?" I said
    "Uhh yeah" he reply very sickly
    "Are you ok in there? I asked and the bathroom door open and there came out a deadly looking Cian
    "I'm fine I'm just tired that's all" he said and walked but weakly
   "You look pale are you sick today?" I asked him and he sudden stop and tured
    "No I'm fine it's just that I'm tired" he went up and went to bed i followed him up and went to the bathroom to wash up. I came out and see Cian rushed in the bathroom closing the door behind him and heard him throwing up non-stop.
     "Cian are you sure your ok" I asked
    "Yes Lance I'm fine i ate something bad today. Maybe its the uncooked food from lunch" he said
    "Ahh ok" i said and went to bed
Cian
    "What's wrong with me today? I've never been this sick. Maybe its becuase of my health but I've eaten a good diet. Maybe I am sick it'll be over in like a day or 2. I went and wash up and went to bed. Seeing Lance all asleep i went to my side of bed and slept. But then two arms went behind me and wrapped me. I looked and saw that Lance was there behind me cuddling with me. This was the first ever time that ever happen in 2 months of our married life