Chapter 10 " feelings"

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Nia

Weeks later .....

" okay sooo we got love and basketball , Like Mike , and my favorite Princess and the Frog" I said cheesing.

It's been almost a month since the incident happened.

And to be honest I truly feel happy. I felt like a burden has been lifted off my chest.

On a good note Me and Rock hang out a lot more.

He's really a fun person to be around. Sometimes I wish I can have more than just a friendship with him, but I'm pretty sure he doesn't want nothing with me in that type of way.

No guy really ever has besides Ashton.

" I guess I'll settle for Like Mike, I haven't  seen that movie since I was about yay tall" Rock said.

" I'm a sucker for throwbacks , so I watch it much as I can"

We both sat on the little pallet I made with nothing but snacks. I know I suppose to be watching my weight but a girl can get a grub on just for a minute.

" you know I plan on getting my own spot"

" that's good but you don't like where you live"

" nah I don't get no privacy in that joint"

" what about Kane and Dub aren't they your friends"

I come to find those guys hilarious as well.

" dem niggas will be fine"

" well hopefully I get to see this apartment of yours soon"

" you will soon as I get the money to buy it" he said staring at me, but he quickly looked away.

I let out a sigh.

Towards the middle of the movie I decided to spark up  the conversation I had with the psychologist I ran into.

" I think I may know someone that could help you with your nightmares you're having "

" Nia I told you I'm good on that" he said waving me off.

" but it's not healthy for you Rock, there is gotta be a reas-"

" Nia I'm done talking about this aight" he said in a very serious tone.

I was only trying to help a friend out.

For the rest of the movie I just stayed quiet munching on the popcorn.

*********
Rock

Now I feel bad.

She haven't said a word to me or even looked at me.

I never meant for what I said to come out that way.

By the time critics was showing I watched as she got up cleaning up the little mess we made.

" I guess I'll get going" I said standing up to my feet.

" ok I'll go get my keys" she said with her back turned.

" Nawl I don't want you doing that I can just catch the bus"

" no it's too late for that and I'm pretty sure the next bus would be coming in the next hour"

" okay if you suggest then" I said shrugging my shoulders.

I watched as she grabbed her purse and keys off the table before opening her door.

The car was quiet and a uncomfortable one too.

" pull over for a minute"

" what's wrong?" She said staring at me for the first time since we left her place.

" you still mad at me ?"

" no why would I be"

" cause you barley said a word to me after the movie"

She let out a sigh.

" ok I am, but I was just only trying to help you Rock seeing you like that scares me and I feel like you won't get any sleep if you don't get whatever is off your chest"

" I'm sorry for being a concern friend" she said crossing her arms.

She looks cute when she mad.

" and I thank you for being a concern friend" I said tugging at her arm to separate them but only tickling her instead.

" ok ok stop" she said laughing.

" Nawl not until you ain't mad no more"

" ok I'm not" she said giving up.

Afterwards, she continue to drive me home.

*******
" I hate this part" she said stopping at my place.

" what ?"

" that you have to leave"

" Nia you will see me at work on Monday there ain't no need to trip" I said laughing a little.

" I knoww but it's ... different" she said poking her lip out.

Only God knows that I just wanted to kiss them.

Damn I gotta get out this car.

" you'll be fine see ya later okay?"

"  okay bye" she said softly.

I gave her one last look before I got out. I walked up the step going up the step seeing Kane.

" damn dude where the hell you been"

" minding my damn business" I said to Kane who was sitting on the stoop.

" yo I heard you have plans of moving up out of here . . .  yo parole officer cool with that.

I nodded my head. I had to get special permission.

Dub had to run his mouth.

" yea I sure am getting away from y'all crazy asses"

We both laughed.

" I might have to crash that bih"

" aye man ion know about all of that "

" hahaha aight man"

It got quiet between us.

" yo you hear that" I said scrunching my face.

" Dub nasty ass wit some hoe"

I shook my head.

" they been going at it before you got here man" Kane said shaking his head.

" nasty asses"

I guess I wasn't getting no sleep tonight.

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Nia

" girl that smile is telling me you got some cuddy this weekend" Marley said wiggling her eyebrows

I shook my head at her foolishness.

" nooo it was nothing like that"

" we had a movie night"

" well aren't y'all cute" she said smirking.

" I'll be glad when y'all actually get together. I feel sooo bad praising that women beater"

" it's all in the past now"

" I know girl , I just pray that this guy ain't no knuckle head like him"

" he's not at all but I just don't think he is not that into me"

" girl please the way you talk about him he betta be"

Although I hope it was true I wasn't too for sure.

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