HARRY'S POV
I was sitting on a chair beside her bed in the hospital.she has not woken up yet i don't know how i am going to tell her.She would hate me forever.just at the thought of her hating me makes tears well up in my eyes.
Flash back
"mr.styles we have check ms.Y/l/N it is clear that she has been raped.But the problem which differs her from most cases is that she is not raped by one man or not once which cause her to get weak day by day and with no supply of food in her system and her weak state could not handle the abuse which caused her to be paralyzed.it can be permanent or temporary we are not sure right now maybe some excersice and proper treatment can cure her but there is also a chance she might never be able to walk"Dr said.i did not knew how to react what doctor said i could not believe it my baby,my poor baby might not be able to walk forever.
"so you are saying that she might never be able to walk on her foot forever"i asked doctor hoping to get a no in answer but instead he nodded his head.
"Anything else"i asked he shook his head.
"You can see her now"he said i nodded and left hus office and went to see her.
End of flash back.
I was worried what would be her reaction to all these things,but one thing i sure as hell knew was that it will be horrible.I also knew she will hate me but i make my mind to do anything and everything for her.she move her hand and my head snap up to look at her.She was looking at me.
"Oh my god"i saud standing up and i kiss her whole face but she just looked at me.
"Are you okay baby,do you need anything is something hurting should i call the dr"i asked panicking as tears fell from her eyes.she just turn her head to the other side.
YOUR POV
Harry saved me from that misery but i don't understand why is he behaving like this like he cares if he cared about me why would he do that he has no right to worry about me. I wokeup and he kissed my whole face it disgust me.everything disgust me now.tears fell from eyes at the thought of what had happend to me.
He asked"Are you okay baby,do you need anything is something hurting should i call the dr"he said i wanted to yell at him that i needed him to get the hell out of here i wanted to tell him that he should be now happy because i am ruined and that's what he wanted right.but i did not answer him i just turned my head to the other side.
I thanked god that dr came in
"Nice to see that you are awake
Ms.Y/L/N"he said smiling politely.
"well Mr styles you have to leave the room just for a few minutes we just wants to make sure she is okay"Dr said and harry looked at me sadly but i turn my gaze he sighed and left the room.Dr check my heartbeat and run a few blood test and checked my whole body he smiled at me sadly after he was done and left the room wishing me a good luck.
But harry came in and sit on the chair.
"Babe plz i am so sorry i did not knew this would happend i was so stupid to do this i was a jerk that night but this week has been my most painful punishment plz don't give me this silent treatment"he cried grabbing my hand.I try to release my hand but his grip only tightens.
"Plz i will do anything just plz forgive me i will spend my whole life making it up to you i just love you so much i can't lose you i already have experience it once i don't wants to do it again plz"he was a sobbing mess now.i try to move towards him and my legs were not moving i try to lift my leg and i could not i began to panic.
"Harry"i cried he looks up at me.
"Baby whats wrong"he asks wiping his tears.
"I can't move my legs i tried but they are not moving i can't even feel them"i cried he open his mouth to say something but shut it again and stood up to sit beside me and tried to pull me to his chest but I pushed him and scream at him to not touch me.
"Shh calm down i will explain it to you ok but first of all calm down"he said trying holding my arms.
"Before i told you anything i wants you to know i will always be with you no matter what the circumstances are ok hmm"he said tucking a strand of hair behind my ear i nodded.
"Yeah you will be with me you have done it perfectly that night it was you harry who left me there over a little arguement and you say you will stay no matter what hah harry you could not stay and you never will I have learnt it and I have learnt it the hard way"i said fuming with anger and looking straight in his eyes.
"Baby ple-"i cut him off with my hand up to tell him to stop.
"Stop the bullshit and just get straight to the point what dr.said"i glared at him.
"Well the doctor said you are paralyzed plz listen to me first he also said that there are high chances that you will be able to walk in future after the treatment"he said and again held my hand but this time I did not stop him because I did not had the energy because I felt like the remaining parts of my crumbled world also fell turned into dust.
I was paralyzed I would not be able to walk.
"What do you mean Harry that i can't walk and there are chances i will be able to walk after the treatment but what if i could not walk even after the treatment what will i do"i asked him pleading for him to say yes that I will be able to walk.
I started to cry I wanted to die I don't wants to live a life where I could not stand or walk.
"Baby plz calm down everything will be fine"he said as tears glistend his eyes he has no right to cry.he is the reason I am here in this condition today
"Nothing is gonna be fine it's all your fault if you have never kicked me out that night I would have been fine but no you have to ruined my life "I screamed at him
"Babe plz calm down"he said tears stream down his face.
"Don't you dare to act like you care bcz if you care a little bit you will never left me at that place in the middle of the night" I yelled and he called for nurse.A nurse came in and told harry to left the room.
"Mam plz calm down it is not good for your health"she said and inject me something which causes me to call asleep in a matter of seconds.
HARRY'S POV
After i left the room I saw the nurse inject her something which causes her to fell asleep.I stood there for a while looking at her she was ruined I knew it I also knew it was all my fault my poor baby I walk in the room and took the seat beside her bed.
"Sir plz don't make her upset it's not good for her"she said i nodded my head.
"I am sorry it's just she did not take the news well"I told her sadly.She smile politely and left the room.I sighed and look at Y/N.She was looking so broken and fragile.I kissed her forehead and Sat down on the chair looking at her.I can only imagine how difficult next few months are gonna be for her and me.
HY guys i hope you enjoy it i am gonna make more parts for it I actually like it alot i would really love to continue this.
