Regret part 5

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It has been three days.I was still in the hospital.Dr said today i can go home.i did not wanted to go home.But where else would i go.Harry have been taking care of me 24/7 and asking me if i need anything even though i have not said a single word to him.i had hear him crying holding my hand and kissing me when i pretend to sleep.But the truth was it was hard to sleep.Because whenever i close my eyes i saw those guys laughing at me.I have had nightmares about the incident.Harry was talking to Dr about my medications and other things.While i was sitting on the bed looking at his back.Dr looked at me and smiled.
"Hy Ms y/l/n"he said smiling and harry left the room.

"So,happy to go home"he asked.
"I don't know"i said.he nodded.
"When are we starting my treatment"i asked referring to my legs.
"Well you are weak so when you are a little healthy we can start and i am sure you will be able to walk soon"he said.
"i just hope it will happen soon"i said sadly.
"Don't be sad everything will be alright and don't forget that you still have an amazing boyfriend who sticks with you through all of this"he said and i just nodded.
"I know you are mad at him dear but i just wants you to know in these kind of cases sometimes everybody left the victim and i mean everybody but he is still here for you.you are very lucky to have him think about it"he said and left the room.
Am i actually being too tough on harry?should i forgive him?or is it too soon?I don't know what to do.
Harry came in and i look at him but he did not look at me and went to pick my bag.he called for the nurse and a nurse came in with a wheelchair.i look at her.She smiled and help me to get on wheelchair.when i was comfortable harry walk behind me and started to push the chair.we went to the car and he pick me up and settle me in the passenger seat and walk to the driver seat and get in.
On our way to home i wanted harry to talk but he stayed quiet.my eyes fell to a board in the street.It was McDonald's.
"I am hungry"I said suddenly making him look at me.
"We will be home in just a few minutes"he said.
"Can't we stop at some pizza hut or anything"I said
"I am really sorry but Dr said that you need a healthy diet so we can't eat this junk"he said apologizingly.
"Okay"i said sadly
"Hey, Don't be sad it's just for a few days than you can eat anything"he said trying to make my mood better and i actually smiled.I was not mad that we didn't stop.Because it was just an excuse to start a talk.
We arrived home and harry got out and walk to my side.
"Would you mind if I carry you inside bcz we don't have a wheelchair at home but i promise to arrange one till evening"he said apologizingly.
"Okay"i said and he put his arm under my legs and the other on my back and pick me up.he walked to the front door and our maid open the door.He put me down on the couch putting some cushions behind me to make me comfortable.when he was sure I am comfortable he went into kitchen and came back after a few minutes with a tray in which he have some fruits and a glass of Orange juice.He put the tray infront of me.
"You can eat this till the lunch is ready ok"he said.
"Okay"i said.
He nodded his head and stood up.
"Where are you going"I said bluntly.
"I forget your medicines in the car"he said.
"Oh"I said He turn on the T.V and handed me the remote and left.I watch television for about an hour.when Katherine our maid came to tell me that the lunch is ready.
"Okay"i said and looked behind me to see if harry was there.But he was not.
"I am not hungry actually"I said ashamed to say that i can't go to the dining table on my own.
"What"a voice said behind me i turn to see harry standing there.He walk over to me.
"You was hungry an hour ago lets eat something"he said sitting next to me.
"Go get the lunch here for us"he said to Katherine.She nodded and left.
She came back with our lunch.She set the bowl on table infront of us.It was beef sandwiches and a little salad.
We eat the lunch quietly.After lunch harry gave me medicines which I took.
After lunch i took a nap which last four hours.when I wokeup Katherine has left and the house was so quiet.I furrowed my eyebrows why was it so quiet.I hear the footsteps coming in living room.I turn to see it was harry.
"Hey you awake"he said.
"Yes what time is it"I asked.
"Its 6 o'clock dear"he said and sat next to me.
I turn on the T.V and try to find something interesting but could not I huff and put the remote down.Harry seemed to notice my boredom.
"Do you wants to go on a walk in the garden fresh air will make you feel better"he said how stupid I can't walk how will go on a walk in garden I thought.
"And how will I go"I asked annoyingly.
"That's my concern"he said and stood up.He went to the hallway and came back with a wheel chair he help me to get in it and we head to the park.Harry and I used to go to this park alot before.As we were going I saw many people looking at us weirdly and some smiling.Harry took me to the pool side it was my favourite spot.it was so calm,water was flowing slowly and there were not much people.Harry sat down on a bench near us.

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