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Chapter 13: Disappearance

Previously on Fix me up...

" Alright. Miss Kang, I'm afraid that your friend is suffering from anorexia nervosa and depression. She has several cuts on her arms and legs, and by the size of them, we could deduct that she had indeed tried to kill herself in the past. Also, we asked a dentist to take a look at your teeth and he has confirmed us that your salivary glands are swelled and the tissues of your mouth and tongue are dry, red and sore, as well as the fact that you have a chronic sore throat and small hemorrhages under the skin of the palate and a few teeth that have decayed. So, I believe you might have bulimia as well."

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"Ahh... finally done, Jesus this is hard..." you mumbled to yourself, trying to move in the wheelchair.

Of course it's hard... fat-ass.

Ana.. shut up... it's definitely NOT the right time for this...

What? I'm telling you the truth. You have such a fat ass that you can't even move properly. Anyway, we have to find a way to stop them feeding you through a tube..

Ana.. shut up for now, please. I'll figure out a way.

Fine... But you know what you have to do if you eat even one calorie...

Ugh.. yeah, I know.

As you were about to reach your room, Saeyoung suddenly burst out while tears were streaming down his face.

"Saeyoung..?! Are you alright? What happened?"

"Saeran.. he.. he hates me! It's all my fault..!"

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"Saeran..? What are you looking at?"

".. Stay away from me. I'll kill you.."

"Pff, no, you won't."

"Are you joking right now?! I said leave me alone, unless you don't want to be strangled while you're sleeping!"

"The sky... isn't it beautiful? Well, it's dark outside right now, but the stars... they're so bright. Saeran, what do you think when you're looking at the sky?"

"What rubbish are you talking about?? I think nothing! It's just the sky."

"After Rain left, I always sat alone, looking at the sky... And I used to think, what would it be like to fly? To not feel pain, or betrayal : to not feel anything at all. Only freedom. However, when my mother beat me and Rain wasn't there to comfort me, I only wanted one thing: To fly to the sky and never come back."

"Why are you telling me all of this? I don't care!! Shut up, I want to sleep."

"... Please, cherish him. You know it's not his fault... please, love him. Rain left me... left me and lied to me that she would come back... but she wouldn't have came back if she had had the chance to. Unlike my sister, Saeyoung loves you... he almost lost his life for you. I know what it feels like... I went through the same things as you did. You have a chance to restart you life... I don't. Not anymore. Please, think about it... I beg of you."

"..."

Saeran didn't answer you anymore. Instead, he went to sleep, totally ignoring you. Sighing, you went to your own bed and lay down on it. Before turning off the lights, you glanced one more time at Saeran:

"... If you ever need to talk, I'm here... Goodnight, Saeran. I pray... that you'll sleep well."

After you switched off the lights, you put your head on the pillow and in a matter of seconds, you drifted off to sleep.