Careful, that's how I am, anyone would agree with that. I don't like trying new things, I like playing it safe. I don't want to be hurt, I don't want to be disappointed, and I don't want to get out of my comfort zone. I know what being hurt feels like, I know what disappointment feels like. I know enough that I don't want to go back. I do try new things once in a while, but it scares me. Like driving, I didn't think I could do it, but it's something I need to learn to do. Or drinking, my friend got me to try it, I was so scared I didn't want to become how my uncle is, I didn't want to become addicted to it. Thank god I hated it, but I had panic attacks for weeks because I thought I just ruined my life. Before I became so worried, I tried new things all the time, some things were dumb, I shouldn't have done them but now I know, I'm lucky to have learnt young rather than when I was older. I thought I was a superhero, I swore I could do anything until realizing I couldn't do everything I thought I could, because even the strongest, and bravest people couldn't do these things.
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RandomThis is a part of my life that I tend to try and hide from everyone but got forced to write about it for English, my teacher loved it, he said it was one of the best things he ever read. My friends kept telling me it was amazing. My one friend that...