Get You | Ricci Rivero COMPLETED

Feel something that's right

AUTHOR'S NOTE: SPG

(Pls listen to Let Me-  Zayn Malik)

Sweet baby, our sex has meaning

Know this time you'll stay til the morning

I was surprised when I felt Ricci's strong grip on my body. We are kissing with so much intensity as if we're making up to those times na hindi namin kasama ang isa't isa. It's true that it's been a while since we became too intimate because we kind of "broke up". Ricci and I stepped backward and I'm not even surprised when I flopped against the bed.

Ricci's looking at me like it's filled with love, longing and lust. I stared at him back, hoping that my eyes would mirror to him how much I've missed him the past few weeks na hindi kami magkasama at magkausap. The distance we have created the past few weeks is agonizing at hindi ko alam kung kaya ko pa uli magtiis na magpatuloy kaming malamig sa isa't isa.

"Na-miss kita, babe..." Ricci mumbled at me while he peppers my neck with kisses. I closed my eyes and tried to savour this familiar, sensual feeling. The love I have for this man couldn't be measured and I'd do everything just to have him back in my arms hence I reached for his neck and grabbed his face to give him open-mouthed kisses.

But that's when I felt it... rather... smell it.

He's drunk.

I can smell the strong scent of beer and when I looked at his eyes that's when I knew that he's inebriated. We still continued kissing but it got me thinking if this is too good to be true. Sinundan nya ba talaga ako dahil concerned siya sa nararamdaman ko or sinundan nya ako dahil tawag lang yun ng kalasingan? Would he have followed me if he wasn't drunk?

I felt my white H&M tube dress got out of its way and once I wasn't wearing anything, Ricci stared at me up and down. I felt a shiver down my spine. I missed his stare downs. I missed the way he looked at me as if I'm the only girl in the world.

"Hindi mo alam kung gaano ako nagpipigil kanina pa, Marq." he grumbled as he strongly showered me kisses to my lips, my neck, to both of my mounds then to my navel.

"You always look so perfect at minsan hindi ko talaga kinakaya," He looked at me from below, as if asking for permission in which I nodded before he dove right in and explored my insides.

"Ughhh..." I groaned the moment I felt the accustomed sensation Ricci's been giving me. I can tell that he's giving his all to pleasure me but I can't help but to tear up with the situation. He's drunk and I'm sober at sa totoo lang, hindi ko alam kung anong mangyayari sa amin pagkatapos nito.

All I know for sure is that it wouldn't resolve our problems.

Before I get to finish, Ricci immediately shoved his shorts on the side. He looked at me with passion but eyes still hazy. I nodded at him and that's when I felt him enter me.

We both groaned and mumbled incoherent responses. Kakaiba ang nararamdaman ko dahil sa mahal na mahal ko siya, at na-miss ko naman talaga siya. Gusto ko iparamdam sa kanya na ginagawa ko 'to ngayon dahil mahal ko siya at kahit anong mangyari, siya at siya ang pipiliin ko.

I reached for his face that's solely focused on my eyes and wiped the sweat on his forehead. His eyes hold so much meaning as he gently pushes onto me and god, it feels sooo good.

"Cci, mahal na mahal kita."

I was mortified when those words got out of my lips. Hindi ko sinasadya mapa-blurt out ang mga ito and my stomach hurt when I noticed Ricci panic the moment I spoke. Napahinto siya at napatingin sa akin na may halong gulat at kaba. Umalis siya sa pagkapatong sa akin at biglang humiga sa tabi ko.