IT cast Preferences and Imagines?

A/n: I think I lost him, my life is ruined

Okay so one of my friends, (we'll call him Justin)
So Justin and I have been friends since we met in 8th grade. I also had a crush on him, but he knew eventually and he was cool with it. I don't like him anymore, not like that, but that's not important.

So I was away on a trip with some other students on my grade, we have this thing called "youth with courage" we are 12 students who are going to start in 10th grade who can be a role model for the younger kids in our school. And we go to each primary school in 7th grade and talk about what "teens with courage" is...

So anyways I was away on that sleepover, and my best friend talked with Justin cause you know they're also friends.

So today she said that they talked about me, and she said to him: " so what are your thoughts about Angelica nowadays" (I'm Angelica)

And he literally said; "oh god! Angelica is one of the most annoying people I know, she is alway cavil about everything. I don't like her at all"

Like WTF!? Like three weeks ago we sat alone on the swings and he said that he liked hanging out with me. I'm seriously crying, I might have lost a good friend. But he doesn't know that i know.

I can't do the rest of 10th grade without Justin... but he doesn't like me at all, even though I thought so, but it was just an act