The Sayian and The TimeTraveler Sayian

"I need to be Empty!!!!!"

(The song on the top is song about YouTuber's eating disorder and in the story 3 months pass and you got eating disorder and Goku doesn't know ok guys now to the story) (3 months later )(y/n) am so hungry but it feels so good oh no am addicted and i throw my food and goku says " are you going to eat?" And I said with fake smile " Na I just ate" and I went back to my room and I took out the scale and yesterday I was 53 pounds and now am 40 and I just want to be free and My dad changed my days here I have 3 days and

I so addicted my mind is toxic and I saw goku come in and I throw the scale in the closet and he said in sad voice " please can we talk" " no we can't talk now OK!?" And he busted down my door and said " can we talk for 1 minute" and I laugh and said sarcastically " OKAY so how is day, any news, how was work!!" Smiling and mad and a minute passed and

I said " a minute pass I have to go bye goku" and I change into this

And I went to record song about my eating disorder And my male friend came to sing along with me and we got in the recording studio and we started

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~Mirror mirror on the wall yeah tunnel vision on the floors in the scale of things it's unimportant so no talking but it's still an intrusive thought tried hard to correct it yeah but nothing was effective no one else seemed so obsessed with it things were desperate till the voice Crept " I help you, trust me you are ready" it's so dangerous but it said to have faith in it " the secret is to be empty" didn't know if it was wise to listen but why could it hurt to try

And at first it was working but then things were emerging crack lips and tired eyes I'm hungry with no appetite I'm Shivering and shaking and I tell my self it's fine but you can't fool you body you can fool your mind yeah EMPTY I JUST NEED TO BE EMPTY HIDE FROM ANYBODY WHO'LL PREVENT ME! Just fill up on water and shame " no I'm not hungry I just ate" I've developed a taste for this endure the never ending ache I convinced myself I'm in control and it's not all that voice that makes me sick

Inside it's empty I know it's wrong I'm looking but I can't see myself inside it's empty i know it's wrong but it's so hard to stop it alone been getting even worse all the days begin to to merge just a blurry haze and now it's almost second nature to ignore the urges can't trust my own nature every calorie a failure gotta push the intake down every day cause the voice comes back to say "you want to eat bite your tongue " don't want to stay an embarrassment just have to stomach it they don't know what you want a tug of war against common sense don't wanna believe that I've over stepped

It's so overwhelming and I hope no one can tell cause the numbers keep decreasing the ordeal is becoming routine check arms, back, neck, things suck it in and pinch my sides scales are betraying me the mirror is a lie yeah numbers it all comes down to numbers I know It's wrong but just because you know you're color blind doesn't mean you can see the colors fine I admit am addicted but the hunger feels good how do I quit this? I know I could die I've seen the statistics but the voice is with me through thick and thin

Inside it's empty I know it's wrong I'm looking but I can't see myself inside it's empty I know wrong but it's so hard to stop it alone inside it's empty I know it's wrong I looking but I can't see myself inside it's empty I know it's wrong but it's so hard to stop it alone I can reach out to someone unlike me if you ask for help it doesn't make you weak I can reach out to someone unlike me I can help my mind learn to trust my body I can reach out to someone unlike me if ask for help it doesn't make you weak I can reach out ignore what voice tells me I can help my mind learn to trust my body inside it's empty I know it's wrong I looking but I can't see myself inside it's empty I know it's wrong but it's so hard to stop it alone inside it's empty (I reach out) inside it's empty (I can reach out)~ and your song it's finally done and you say good bye and something strange hit you but you brush it off. (A new person if you guys pick deh you know who it is😏 the bendy one is next one) (Evan) a sang with my childhood friend and I have "little" crush on her but not lot and if she picks my world yay but she has boyfriend 😞 but I will stay in touch with my lady goku. ( yup Evan is mad at you for having a boyfriend and same for Goku. I will make two books 1 batim and 2 deh but deh first and then batim but crossover book🙄 and toon out)