Writing in Journal(what happened): It has been 3 years since the day that I lost my virginity to the person I love the most. In those 3 years Michael and I were dating. There were dates, picnics, sex (a lot of it) everything a normal couple would do. He watched me walk across the stage to get my diploma. We were so Happy. Until... my parents decided it was time to move.
I didn't know what to do. I understood that I was legal now and grown, but it was so hard to find a job and plus college. I had to move away with my parents. Weeks before we moved, I had to break the news to Michael. Now he had started a successful career in acting, but I didn't want to just put all my stress on him. I told him and he was heart broken. We decided to break up for the better.
Now 4 years after the breakup, we rarely talk and I hear he has a new girlfriend. I hear that he's hasn't been himself for years, every since I left. He's now a big time actor and.. I mean he can have any girl he wants. I doubt he'll ever get back with me. I tried to move on a couple of times, but I always find myself not being comfortable. Anyways, we moved from Atlanta, Georgia to Ontario, California. It's fun. I'm actually making good grades in school and have a job at a nearby froyo stand. I love it here. Alright I guess this is all.
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I close the star covered journal and throw it on the nightstand. I had a night shift at 6:00p.m and I had a Bad headache. It was 2:30p.m. I decided to lay back down for 2 hours to sleep the headache away.
"Wow! That nap wasn't shit." I wake up a hour later. Atleast my headache's gone. I reach over towards my phone and text Daisha. "Hey BITCH! Forgot to check on you this Morning. Had to work another night Shift. One tonight also. Love You gurll." I throw the phone on the nightstand and grab the remote. I missed my friend back in Ontario, but here I had so many friends. Here I had Alyssa, Bethani, Jody, Clarence, and Keke. I've heard that Clarence has a crush on me. He we cute.I thought about giving him a try, but he's always so shy about talking to me. I turn on the t.v flipping through the channels. I finally found what I wanted to watch. Ellen Degeneres Show. My favorite afternoon show.
"Today all the way from WAKANDA we have Michael B. Jordan, A.K.A ERIK KILLMONGER." I continue to watch. He walked out onto the set of Ellen. He was still as fine as ever. Just even more muscular than usual. I had watched every single one of his movies. I wasn't UPSESSED but just wanted to admire his work and success.
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"Basically, it doesn't matter what movie you do, your just in shape all the time." Ellen says. "I'm just trying to stay in shape for as long as I can." Michael Responds. "Michael, Any special lady in your life?" Ellen asks. I change the channel. I watched movies for hours until it was time for work.
I put on my uniform, and headed downstairs. "Mom.. Dad, I'm off to work!" I say "Alright sweetheart" my mom replies. I started towards my car. 13 minutes into the ride I start to think. "The Ellen Show studio is In California, and this show was shot yesterday, so does that mean he's here." I arrive at work and start getting to it.
