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•Chapter 39 | You've changed.•

My eyes slowly open....

My pupils dig in from the view infront of me...

John was sitting infront of me with a concerned face.

We were alone as he sat at the opposite end of my kitchen table...

His hand held mine worriedly...

He stared at me....

"(Y/n)? Where was you?" He whispered worriedly...

His blue eyes showed concern...

"If I told you... you wooldn't believe me-"
"I'm asking you to tell me. I'll understand. Just spit it out - I've been dead worried for you. I called you- you didn't answer - you didn't open your door - I-..." he paused...

... his eyes travelled down to the table...

"I thought you moved out and forgot to tell me...."

I stared at him as he carefully let go of my arm...

"I-it's nothing like that... I swear..." I whispered but....

If I was painfully honest...

I did.... technically move out and forgot John or the others...

... even my own dead friends...

"John I...." I didn't know how to even say it...

I was scared....

My eyes jumped to the table for conclusions...

My hands ducked away from him...

"I-It's.... it's personal..." I managed to whisper out...

I saw John's hands move away....

"All I ask is.... can you just... get my mind off the last few..... months..." I whispered as I glanced at him...

His eyes, still concerned, looked at me with somewhat hope...

"Yeah.... sure...." he simply said.

He released a sigh...

He stood up....

He turned away...

"Let's go outside... I guess... it should get your mind off things..." and with the end of his sentence, he walked off to the corridor....

My eyes glanced around the house...

I did not want to leave.

I didn't feel like it....

Suddenly John walked back into the room.... the kitchen...

He wore his shoes as he just loosely stared at me.... with a frown...

He shrugged.

"Are you going?" He asked insistently.

I glared at him...

"Yeah... sure...." I whispered hesitantly...

... but eventually I decided to stand up...