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•Chapter 57 - Ending Him.•

I held the warm cup of chocolate in my trembling palms...

My eyes were focused on that warm brown swirl in my cup....

It jerked slightly as a tear drop fell in the cup...

I watched it dissolve calmly...

My dull eyes slowly closed....

Then opened to that same still view...

I didn't dare look at the other end of the table...

I knew Anti sat there, tapping his sharp red claws at the porcelain cup handle...

No matter how much he might've loved Dark - we lost another thing tonight...

We were so busy with Dark we were too stupid and blind to realise how my... twin had... disappeared...

I tightened my fingers around the cup's handle...

Stupid, stupid, stupid, stupid....

... fuck....

I shut my eyes as breath escaped my rough lips....

My breath was a whimpering type... and I knew that I wasn't alright from the way my hands trembled...

I didn't want to be okay...

Not when I knew that I had killed Dark...

FUCK!

FUCKING SHIT!!

I wanted to stand up and throw the cup at the wall...

I wanted to.

I was eager to.

As if it would help me let out some of my cool.

But my body no longer listened to me.

"I'm so stupid..."

I heard the faint whisper coming from Anti...

I finally glanced at his broken figure...

He was much like a mirror, staring down at the cup with tears scraping his cheeks.

"I've lost them both... both...

If only it could've been me...

If only I would've went in there with him..."

His voice cracked - but I was rather shocked to care.

"What?"
I asked roughly.

Anti shut his eyes and released a harsh breath.

"What I mean is - I wouldn't have killed him...

So

Fucking

Soon!"

Anti's grip on the handle tightened as he raised his voice at me.

His jaw was tight.

"What the fuck do you mean? - He was going to kill me!" I was now raising my voice.

"No he would not have!"
Anti replied loudly....

But then he grew calm...

He grew calm in my silence.

"What?"
I almost whispered.

That's what Anti opened his eyes and stared right at me.

"You don't know him... do you..."
Anti almost growled.

I wasn't bothered to ask him the same question again- therefore I just gave him a questioning look.

Anti slowly leaned into the table.

"He manipulated us."

The world froze.

"Why would he do that?"

Anti remained quiet and looked down.

"Because he would do anything to be set free....

... to finally die."