Being the Ugly Fat Friend

Chapter Twenty Two: Maybe not

Song: A little more by Alessia Cara

•Cole's POV•
my head was pounding I barley remembered what happened last night. I was in an unfamiliar bed with a familiar girl. It was Lainey that was next to me. I looked under the covers and we were both naked.
"What happened last night?" I said.
Her eyes fluttered open and she let out a shriek.
"What the fuck? What happened!?" She shouted.
She moved farther away from me and almost fell off the bed.
"I don't know." I looked at her.
"Please tell me We didn't." She said.
"I don't know Lainey I don't remember."
"This is the last thing I wanted!" She ran her hand through her hair.
"Is it the worst thing that would happen?"
"Yes because I have a boyfriend."
"Oh."
She got up and got dressed, gosh I missed her touch. I just wish I can remember last night.
"Why do you always have to do this, get drunk and black out." She scolded her self.
"Bye." She said once she was dressed.
She walked out before I could say anything.
•Lainey's POV•
Fuck, I needed to to find Travis he was the only person who wasn't fucked up.
I walked into Iris's room and she was still sleeping the way I left her. I closed the door quietly and I found Travis and then Kyle on the couch sleeping.
I nudged Travis, "hey." I whispered.
He slowly woke up and looked at me.
"Hey." He said.
"What happened last night?" I asked.
"You don't remember? You got waisted and then Cole started to dance with a girl named Daisy. She kept kissing Cole. He pushed her away and to go find you again."
"Where was Kyle?" I asked.
"He was down here dancing and hanging out."
"Thanks buddy." I patted his chest.
I pushed Kyle awake.
"Let's go home." I said.
He groaned and turned his head away from me.
"I can't believe you last night."
"You remember?!" I asked.
"Yeah, you left after Cole came in and said you didn't know anymore."
"Ugh!" I rubbed my head.
"Which is it? You want to be with him?"
"I don't know." I sat next to him.
"Well, what about the pros and the cons?"
"He always makes me laugh. He's gentle, I always get butterflies in my stomach when I see him. He always makes me feel important."
"Do you love him?"
"I don't know."
"Why don't we just go home and you think about it over the next month."
"You're right." I smiled softly."
•••
Four Weeks later
•••
It's been non stop, all I think about is fucking Cole.
Kyle leaned down to kiss me. All think about is Cole's lips.
He left small kisses down my neck.
Cole would do it better.
Fuck I hate myself!
"Fuck! I can't do this!" I pushed him away.
"Why?" He asked.
"I think I love Cole."
We stood there in silence. He looked back at the Roses he gave me when he came.
"Kyle... I'm sorry."
"About what? I mean I know it was just a fling."
"I don't want to hurt you but I feel like that's all I'm doing."
He ran his hand through his hair.
"I-I'm really sorry. I still really want to be friends, you're like honestly one of my best friends besides Iris."
"I got to go. I'll call you later." Kyle grabbed his jacket and went out the door.
"Fuck me." I muttered to myself.
I kicked the counter and texted Sabrina If she wanted to go out.
•yeah I'll grab the girls.•
Perfect I needed a night out a break from all this boy drama. I put on a cute outfit and did some makeup.

A few minutes later I heard a knock at my door.
"Let's go. We're going to a restaurant first!" Sabrina said.
"Perfect!"
We walked out and headed to Friday's. We sat down and started gossiping about cute boys, school, and bitches.
"Oh my gosh! I can't believe Polly just straight up pushed me out of the way!" Jade explained.
I zoned off and was staring at the entrance door, then someone entered and I looked away. I didn't want to be creepy.
"What do you think, Lainey." Jade Asked.
"What a total bitch."
"You seem distracted." Sabrina noticed.
"Yeah, just wrapped up in my self." I giggled.
"You thinking about Cole again?"
"Yes, I mean the look on his face when I hurt him."
"Lainey dear! You can't be with someone if you just hurt them all the time." Jade said.
"If Cole walked through that door right now what would you say to him."
"I would say I'm sorry."
"Then do it." Jade said.
"What do you mean?" Sabrina asked.
"I mean that's him over there right?" Jade pointed.
"Holy shit." Sabrina and I both said.
"I thought you lived far away."
"Yeah well do does he!"
"Fuck Lainey! Here's your chance." Jade shouted.
"Shhh!" I said.
"Just go over there!"
"I-I can't."
"Just go to the bathroom it's over there." Sabrina said.
I took a deep breath and went. I was having a mini Heart attack.
I was coming up to his table. We both locked eyes.
"Hey!" I said.
I went up to his table and a little pink haired girl was sitting arises from him. I shot her a dirty look.
"Hey." He seemed surprised.
"I was just on my way to the bathroom when I saw you... Guys." I faked smiled.
"Yeah this is my date Daisy."
"Your what?" I coughed.
"Hi." She smiled.
"Hi." I returned one.
"Alright I'm going to get to the bathroom nice seeing you."
I wanted to slam my head against the wall that was so awkward.
•Cole's POV•
After Lainey walked away Daisy and I started to laugh.
"You think she bought it?" I asked.
"Oh yeah!"
"That was a good one Daisy."
After Lainey walked out on me... Again I was heart broken. Daisy found me and we were just kind of became good friends. She helped me out of my depressive state.
When Lainey came out she gave a little wave. I returned it.
"You've got to get over her." Daisy said.
"I know. It's like I just can't shake her." I huffed.
"Maybe go try therapy."
"Therapy? I'm not crazy."
"I got to therapy. It's a way to deal with your emotions better."
"Maybe I will try it."
•Lainey's POV•
"He has a new girlfriend, I'm an idiot."
"A date is not official."
"Pfttt! With him it is."
"Lainey. Get some balls." Jade said.
"I'm not a man Jade." I giggled.
"Figure of speech." She crossed her arms.
"I know I'm just messing with you."
"What are you going to do?"
"I don't know."