Jocelyn's P.O.V
After hank left dr. Rhodes walks in and smiles
"Hey Jocelyn so you are now able to leave we just need you to sign these discharge papers and your able to go Antonio dropped your car off the day you where admitted here" he says and I sign the papers
"Thank you dr. Rhodes" I say to him and he unhooks me from the machines and I gather my stuff from the tables
"Just take it easy on your arm it will take about two weeks to fully heal" he says cleaning up a little
"Okay I will" I say and walk out of my room with a duffel bag full of clothes that Erin and gabby brought me the other day
I get in my car and think on where to go and I feel like I need a drink or two so I drive to Molly's to be completely honest I'm kinda pissed Antonio hasn't been to see me knowing damn well I wouldn't leave him if he was in the hospital but finally I get to Molly's and I park and walk in and everyone cheers and I wave at them I look over at Antonio and see a girl on his lap kissing and then I see gabby push her off of him I then run out over to Antonio take his drink and pour it on him
"Were done Antonio!" I yell to him and I run out of the bar with people looking shocked and Erin and gabby run after me
Kelly's P.O.V
I'm sitting with Capp, Casey and the rest of squad when I see Antonio sitting in the corner of the bar with a girl on his lap kissing him
"Do you guys see that" I say slightly pointing at them so only they can see me pointing at Antonio and the girl
"Isn't he seeing shays cousin?" Capp asks
"Yes no one mention this to shay because she'll have some real nice things to say to him" I say kinda mad
"Look it finally caught gabby's eye" Matt says while we watch gabby walk over to the girl and push her over I then hear everyone cheer at someone at the door I look towards the door and see Jocelyn walk over to Antonio pick up his drink and pour it on him " we're done Antonio!" She yells to him and runs out of the bar I looks around and everyone is shocked and gabby and Erin runs out after her
Jocelyn's P.O.V
I run to my car and open the door I'm about to shut it and Erin grabs the door before I shut it all the way
"Talk to voight!" She says
"What?" I ask confused
"Talk to voight he won't put up with this not in his unit" she say looking down at me
"This is outside of work I knew I shouldn't have gotten involved with him he is a charity case oh yeah and hank decide to pile a bunch of shit me like how my mother is dead and how he is my father along with Justin's mom so I mean why not add Antonio's shit on top" I say and shut the door and drive off toward my house while crying.
I walk into my house and walk up to my room to take a shower I get in the shower and all of the stress is just washing away but then everything just floods back I need to get my mind off of this or it's going to effect my work life shit I work with Antonio ugh my life is crashing down I get out of the shower and get dressed in running Outfit and walk outside it's cool outside so it shouldn't be to hot to run I say walking down my stairs and starting running down the street deeper into the city when I see a guy wave me over I look over at him and my conscience is telling me "don't go over there it'll be trouble so I ignore my conscience and walk over to a guy he smiles and his smile makes me want to puke
But I just smile back
"You look like you need some relief babygirl" he says
"Yes I do but not from you" I say grossed out
"I don't mean in that type of way here hold out your hand" he offers
"Okay?" I say cautiously
He hands me something I look down and it's heroine with a needle
"Try this then tell me how you feel this batch is free but the next won't" he says
"Uhh no Thank you sir I really must be going" I say backing up
"No take it" he says and I just obey you shouldn't fight with a drug dealer
I run back home and just put the stuff in my bottom cabinet and walk deeper into my room to my computer desk and then I sit down and thing about everything then a weird erg comes over me to try the shit the guy gave me I walk to my cabinet and grab it
(Its not a good idea Jocelyn) is what my conscience say but I disobey I take my hair tie out of my hair and pull it up and around my arms I put the stuff into the syringe and put it into my skin I finally get done take the hair tie off my arm and this sensation comes over me relief and calmness then there is a knock on my front door I look into my mirror and you can definitely tell I'm high but hopefully the person who is at my door can't tell the difference' I think to myself as I walk down the stairs into my foyer and open the door to see hank I automatically retreat and blink my eyes to make it look like my eye is irritated because hank can definitely tell if someone is high shit what do I do
"Are you okay Jocelyn?" He asks
"Yes I'm fine" I say with a voice crack damn this stuff is taking me over quickly
"You don't seem fine" he says inching to an answer
"No I am"I say smiling
"I heard what Antonio did I'm sorry I put him on patrol for right now" he says
"Can I come back to work soon I can't keep being here alone" I ask
"I don't make the rules Crowley does!" Hank explains
"I understand" he says
"I need to go and get ready for bed" I say and we bid our goodbyes and I head to bed. I'm craving more shit
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Poor Jocelyn!
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Sorry if this update is a little late currently my house was having a power outage which is not good especially in the summer because then there is no air and it gets really hot!
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ActionJocelyn shay, Leslie shays cousin comes back to Chicago to start a new life after her father dies and her mom becomes a drug addict but does Jocelyn find interest in her partner at her new job?? Read to find out.
