Saving her #ch (English)

Do we feel the same?

3 days later

Calum:
I like her... actually love her.
Her cute smile, brown hair, her perfect hazel eyes, her giggle, her taste of music.
She is shy, but that doesn't matter.
"What do you think Cal?"
"Calum.."
"Huh?"
"What do you think about our idea for the new album cover?" Michael said.
"Oh... uh... I think it's a good idea."
"Did you even hear the idea or was your mind on Lilly?" Luke asked.
I felt my cheeks burn.
"You were definitely thinking about her. Just make a move Cal, before she finds someone else." Luke said.
"I'm going to invite her to hang out with us!" Ashton cheered.
I wanted to stop him but I couldn't do it.
I wanted her to be here.

Lilly:
I'm sitting on the couch with one of my favourite books in my hands.
Some how I wasn't able to focus on the story my mind kept getting distracted by a certain feeling for someone.
More specific a certain feeling for Calum.
It's a feeling I have felt before.
Love...
•••
Someone knocked on the door.
"Hi" I said when I saw Ashton.
"Hey uh... we were wondering if you want to hangout at Calum's place?"
"No problem let me just get changed really quick." I said.
"We are all sitting in our sweatpants so you would fit in perfectly with your cute pjs."
"Okay..."
I took my phone and left my apartment.
I walked in and saw Calum sitting on the couch.
"Hi lil!" He cheered hugging me when I took a seat on the couch.
"Hi Cal" I said placing a small kiss on his cheek like I always do.
"Okay so what do you think of a movie and pizza?" Michael asked.
"Sounds like a plan to me." Ashton said.

Everyone decided which pizza they want and which drink they want.
Michael left the room, while Luke and Ashton were having an "argument" about what kind of movie we would watch.

•••

After about 30 minutes there was a knock on the front door .
Michael went to open the door.
"Pizza is here." He said, giving everyone their pizza box and drink.
"Okay so Luke and I decided the movie and we came to an agreement for a horror movie." Ashton said.

The lights went out and Ashton started the movie.
Everyone was quiet, I could literally hear my breathing.
I placed my pizza box on the coffee table, just like Calum did.
He tangled our fingers and I placed my head on his shoulder.
The screen of my phone lit up.
"I'm sorry, I need to take this one." I said.
"My bathroom is very quiet you can go there if you want." Calum said.
"Thanks Cal."

*hello
*hi Lilly I just want to say that we are coming to la next Wednesday will arrive around 1pm
* oh okay I will bring you to your hotel
* thanks Lilly you're the best
* no problem
*bye Lilly
* bye Allison

I went back to the living room.
"Lilly, ... Michael fell asleep... just wait until Calum is back from the kitchen. You can sit on his lap if you want to." Luke whispered.

Calum came back after a couple of minutes giving a beer bottle to Luke and Ashton, taking a seat on the couch.
Even though it was dark I could see two ocean eyes staring at me.
He mouthed a just go for it to me, because I was still standing there in front of the couch.
I kept thinking, all kind of questions popping up in my head.
Should I just casually take a seat on his lap?
Should I ask if he is okay with me sitting on his lap?
Is it better if I just sit on the carpet.
"Lil..., do you want to sit on my lap?" Calum asked
"Yes,... no problem?" Even though I had no problem with it I sounded quiet insecure.
I took a seat between his legs and leaned my back against his chest (a/n this is NOT in a sexual way)
His hand stroked my hair.
I looked him in the eye and slowly moved my lips to his.
He placed his lips on mine in a very gentle and soft way.

I felt a familiar knot in my stomach.
The feeling I had for him felt right.
This felt right, this felt safe.

I slowly moved away, resting my forehead against his.
"I love you, since the first moment that I saw you."
"I love you too Cal."

I placed another kiss on his lips.
"Hey lovebirds, get a room." Michael said laughing quietly.
I placed my head against Calum's chest.

A couple years ago I thought that I was never going to fall in love again, that all boys were the same.
That's one of the things I clearly misunderstood.