August Pov
When Ashley asked me that question I lied to her, that kiss really meant that I loved her. I just lied to her because I was scared that we might end up going out and I end up being unfaithful to her and breaking her heart. She's a sweet girl and she deserves better. And I know I'm not the type of person to be in a relationship. I should have never kissed her. Now I know she caught feelings. And I think I caught feelings to but I believe those feelings will be gone by tomorrow. Like To be honest I do care about her. I care about her a lot. So telling her that was actually a good thing now that I think about it. Because if I didn't tell her that we would go out and then I would cheat and she would get her heart broken. See I do care. I just saved her from getting her heartbroken.
I decided to call my mom and I told her about what happened and she told me that she understands where im coming from when I say w not the relationship type guy ,but I should have just told her the truth because Ashley could have been the girl that changes me into a man who is ready for relationships. She said"you told me about how her dad never said I love you to her so now when shes in the real world there would be men that would just say I love you and she would believe them and they would get in her pants and leave her because they never cared about her. I know that you care for her. So would you want her to get her heartbroken by a man who never cared about her at all? Think about it "she hung up on me.
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Lay Me Down (august Alsina book)
FanfictionAshley can see her name in shining lights. While trying to make it big, she meets August and they become close. Will they just be friends or something more? (There's a lot of "Then" in this book, because I didn't know how to transition my sentences...
