To anyone it may concern..
I have reasons. I am tired of trying. Trying to fit in. Trying to pretend everything is fine. That I'm fine. I don't want to try anymore. I'm too tired. I'm sorry if this upset you in any way but this is something I needed to do.
I don't want to be a burden anymore. I thought about running away but that wouldn't have done me any good. I wouldn't have survived very long so I decided to just end it. I figured I'd just get it over with.
I'm not trying to hurt anyone. I want to make everyone's life better and if that means I'm not a part of it than that is fine. I understand that no one cares as much as they say, everyone just pitied me and that made them do or say things that would make me feel better but it was never real. I ruined my father's life. I ruined so many people's life's. I don't want to hurt anyone else.
Im Sorry.
-Castiel.
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