We grew up together
I knew her from church
We always drew cats and horses
And she really inspired me
But of course like all cases
The future I couldn't see
She introduced me
To the best kinds of tea
She helped me through tough times
Even when she didn't know it
I didn't have to show it
But then it came
Like a sudden hurricane
Unstoppable and unpredictable
She did ballet
She was such a beautiful dancer
Even when her feet were in pain
It hurt more when she was diagnosed with cancer
She didn't deserve to go so slowly
To have to fight through all that pain
I'm surprised I kept sane
But now I wash my blood down the drain
Because she was so beautiful and elegant
She saw past my demon
And that made her my angel
With gorgeous golden hair
And blue eyes you wouldn't believe
An innocent sweet smile
That could easily decieve
But that's all gone now
She's far away
Dear lord
Why didn't you let her stay?
Why did you take my angel from me?
Was I so bad?
I'm just secretly sad
She didn't deserve that pain
Her family shouldn't have gone through that trouble
Nobody should've experienced
A fifteen year old almost sixteen going to the hospital
At two fucking am
And watch their daughter, sister go out of sight
Nobody should experience that hurt
And that sorrow
Of losing a loved one, a friend, a daughter, a sister
When they knew there was no tomorrow
Crying for years
No end to these tears
Fighting for a grasp of life
But grabbing the wrong end of the knife
And hurting ourselves more
Than it has before
And watching that person
That sweet little girl die
Without getting even the slightest fucking chance
To say goodbye
So hear my words Father
And take care of her
Keep her safe
And look after her
I wish I had another chance
To say how much I loved her
How much I appreciated all that she's done
Because nothing at all
Nothing and no one
Was my angel like she was
If I could hear her voice
One last time
Even if it would hurt me
Just one last time
If I could just look into her colorful blue eyes
Even if my heart dies
Just one more time lord
That's all I ask
Please
I don't want to wear this mask
Please
Just one simple task
Please
Even if it's just for a little while at slack
Please give her back
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