Death

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It hasn't been that long
Not even a year
When I didn't feel love
When I didn't feel fear

I loved you but didn't show it
I didn't care enough back then
So I have no right to feel this way
I'll meet you again, but when?

I take it a lot worse than it is
Maybe it's just as bad
I'm not depressed or cutting
Anymore. I'm just hurt and sad

I wish I cared more
I wish I prayed more
But I was stuck on hope
That I didn't see the poisen in your heart's core

Even though you were bi-sexual
You were so close and loved by God
That's not the case with me I guess
I even see myself as a fraud

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