alec:
tuesday, 28th september:
i can't remember the last time i felt anything. love? happiness? satisfaction?
no. none of that is real. at least, not to me.
this numbness, this feeling in my brain, i can't explain it. what is it? i don't know. is it bad? yes. does it consume me? yes. does it make my life a living hell? yes.
does it make me wish i was dead?
yes.
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numb // malec
Fanfiction'sweet little baby in a world full of pain' "why are your hands so cold?" "i don't know. it's like- my mind has frozen. i can't do anything. everything's cold and dark, and i'm alone. i don't feel anything- i'm numb." alec lightwood is seventeen. an...
