wednesday 29th september, 00:19:
alec:
i'm leaving my apartment now. every night, i go out for a few hours. to sit, and marvel at the world around me. the beautiful crispness of air at night. the natural glittering beauty of the stars. the only sound filling my ears is music. the beautiful, melodic voice of brendon urie. every note he hits is magic, every sound from his mouth is beauty in its purest form. i let the lyrics flow through my ears.
"it's better to burn than to fade away, it's better to leave than be replaced"
there's this guy who lives beside me who's always up when i leave, and when i come back. he's always sitting alone. i've only seen him a few times, but i know he's very beautiful. it's strange, someone like him sitting alone. but i'm never gonna talk to him. don't want him getting attached to me when i'm not planning on being here much longer.
---chapter song--nicotine, panic! at the disco---
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numb // malec
Fanfiction'sweet little baby in a world full of pain' "why are your hands so cold?" "i don't know. it's like- my mind has frozen. i can't do anything. everything's cold and dark, and i'm alone. i don't feel anything- i'm numb." alec lightwood is seventeen. an...
