Stranded

~Ten~

She grabs my wrist and pulls me into her room, Lizzie looks up from her phone smiling but after a good look at my face her face went from 'yay a girly sleepover' to a 'who the fuck am I killing tonight' look

"Emmy what happened?" asked Kat

I sniffled "Aiden" I said looking anywhere but their faces

"That son of a bitch, I'm going to kill his Godly body and send his perfectly sculpted face to...? shit whats the farthest planet?" asked Lizzie

"Pluto" I said 

"For the love of Cheesy hamburgers Elizabeth Moore were not killing him or detaching his head"-Kat turns her head to me-"we'll talk to him for you"  Said Kat

"But whats the fun in that?" Asked Lizz pouting 

"Thanks Kat but I don't want to drag you two into this cliché part of my life" I said sitting down next to Lizzie on the bed 

"A little late for that" They both said in union, they both looked at each other and we all laughed. 

Damn it feels good to laugh again

Chuckling still Kat asks " what happed in there though, like between you two?" 

My smile faded away as the memory of us fighting and yelling invades my mind, Tears threaten to fall again Kat noticed and so did Lizzie. Lizz put her hand on mine "take your time Em" she said. So I did, I took my time telling them everything, from the playful actions to start then to the yelling, I even told them about him kissing my neck

"Wait wait wait, so he almost kissed you?" Asked Kat "like...on the lips?"

 I nodded, "technically he almost did. He was inching up to my mouth until I pushed him away" I said bringing my hand to trace the spot where he kissed. Lizzie looked like she wanted to ask something but was to scared to, "what is it Lizz?" I asked catching her off guard "well I just- uh, um" She stutterd "What?" I asked a little annoyed. 

She took a deep breath in "Iwaswonderingifyoumaybelikehimyouknowmorethanfriends?" she asked in one breath

Taken aback buy her question I stood up and walked towards the sliding door towards the balcony and look out. 

Do I like Aiden?, Do I want to be more than friends?

God why are boys so complicated!?

"Em?" asked Kat "you okay?" 

I sniffled "I honestly don't know anymore" I said crying "I mean Aiden's hot and he can be really, really sweet when he wants to be. But then I look at the other side of him which is cold and sometimes mean, holding in a lot of secrets and pain from his mother"

"Is that why you.. I don't know.. like hanging out with him?, because you can relate to his problems?"

I turn around to face my concerned friends and walk over and sit on the opposite side of the bed, I sighed "I guess so"

"That or she really wants to bang a bad boy" Said Kat winking, I smiled and scrunched my nose grabbing a pillow and throwing it at her head, she landed on the ground with a thud 

We all laughed at Kat's clumsy self, we all slowed our laughing as my phone dinged. Chuckling I look at the I.D and my heart drops

37 messages

6 calls

All from Aiden 

Noticing my sudden lack of humor my friends tackle me on to the bed in a dog pile and read over my shoulder