Stranded

~Sixteen~

A/N: Song Emma sing's: Send My Love (To Your New Lover) cover by Sofia Karlberg

also under lined lyrics means two or more people are singing 

It's been three days on this island and so far no one has gone crazy, besides me

Aiden has been driving me crazy. Taking me far from the camp and kissing me with every cell in his body, which I don't mind at all. My leg has almost healed completely which is good because that means I start helping and not have Aiden, Lizzie, and Will breathing down my neck to sit down and let it heal

I can put some weight on it, with one crutch of course. One thing has been bothering me though, and that is Abby and Ryan..

They have been having secret conversations about something, but I don't know what. I saw them yesterday talking and practically yelling in a whisper, I haven't told Aiden yet because, one: 

I don't know what there talking about, and two:

Even if I did know what they were talking about I have no evidence. Maybe I'm just overthinking it but I will definitely be keeping an eye on them for sure

We are all currently at the beach, swimming and laughing. I on the other hand am sitting on a log half in the blue water and the other half on the wet sand looking out to sea

I suddenly can't see the ocean because darkness took over

I grab the owners wrists and sigh, "guess who?" He asked

I removed one of my hands from his wrists and tapped my chin thinking, "Barney?" I asked and he chuckled "Nope, one more guess" He said "what?, only two guesses?!" I asked "yup" he said popping the 'p'. I sighed again and smirked "Dora?" I asked and he growled "definitely not" 

He removed his hands and the ocean came back into view this time it belonged to a pair of eyes, I smiled "what are you doing over here all by your lonesome?" asked Aiden with a small pout I giggled "just...thinking" I said and he sighed "what did I tell you munchkin?" 

I looked away and took in a deep breath then exhaled "not to worry about the future, just focus on the present" I said referring to his words yesterday after my panic attack

I suffer from deep anxiety, the panic attacks are so bad I had to go to the hospital for tree weeks

"Exactly, don't let the negative emotions get the best of you, don't let it control you You control it" he said and I nodded "Thanks Aiden, I've never really had someone to help me with this stuff, since my mom-" I cut myself off at the mention of my mother

I was only Seven when she died, three years before Aiden's mom died. My mother wasn't in the best condition before she died but when she had me she was only 23, she told herself and my dad that she would change. She did, for five years she was clean not a puff of smoke or open cap from drugs, until she got into it again after times got hard with her and my dad still in college and my dad getting laid off work not being able to pay bills. One night my mom didn't come home and it was really dark and was getting late, My dad turned on the TV for noise but there was a terrible accident with our public church they said it was burnt down and two female body's were found unconscious and taken to hospital

My father got a call later on saying is wife was in the hospital, and in critical condition. I have never seen my father so scared and drive so fast in his life, When we arrived it was too late she was gone, and it wasn't due to smoke in her lungs but from cigarette smoke and drugs, but the doctors said she wasn't alone, they couldn't figure out who it was die to the critical burns on her flesh