my reflection

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My reflection 

Oh, how I hate that mirror

Please break it down 

The nights I stand gazing,

I'm on my knees, begging you please

I don't want to look anymore...

No, I don't want to see

The

Ghost staring back at me  

Driving me to insanity 

Stuck in between…

Glass and false reflections

Taking over me 

Even I don't recognize myself 

I don’t know the person staring at me 

I know it’s me

CAN’T YOU SEE!

I’M IN TOO DEEP!

This feeling, itches….

Down inside flesh and bone 

Why do you laugh, when I cry?

Why did I do the things you told me to?

You reflect back at me 

I know what my eyes cannot see

I will never be free 

My arm still burns  

 Cuts and bruises covered me

Just thinking of it 

Gives me a rush

'Maybe two more pounds less

You will look and feel much better'

I know it is wrong

I try not to follow along

But I’m not always strong 

I always need more ,

More to feel better 

I can't necessarily blame you 

When it is me... 

I am you 

And you are me 

In the end 

My thoughts 

Will Be 

The only thing

Killing me

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