mid night poetry( part 1)

dreaming of tears

Dreaming Of Tears

Weary-eyed

Weakened to the very core

Traumatized

I can't endure this anymore

I'm going to black out

And be transported to a realm

Where my screams don't make a sound

Hate keeps me bound while I leave my fears to drown

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I loath the days without rest

I despise the nights of endless stress

Though I can't settle for anything less

Because lower than this is death

It's like living and sleeping within tortuous realities

Even though I'm unconscious- there is no such thing as rest for me

No one knows how powerful my dreams can be

No one knows all of the graphic images I've seen

Dive into the ocean! / Swim through the thorns!

Let your pain open! / Allow your skin to mourn!

The memories start to fill

Then time stands still

A level of this kind of guilt

Is more than enough to kill

I don't know whats worse- my dreams

Or all of the secrets that I keep

It's hard to believe

This is what I call 'sleep'

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In these impure waters

I bathe in the pools

Those of a coward

Who is nothing more than a fool

Need to let it all flow

Don't let the tears stop

Need to let it all go

Until this whole world floods