mid night poetry( part 1)

heart:the destruction

Heart:The Destruction

I'm left dreamless

Every single night...

I remain sleepless

With bloodshot eyes...

You race through my mind

Images that I can't stand

And time after time

You're depleting my strength

A plague of mixed emotions

My tears act like quicksand

I'm torn in every direction

By these encrypted feelings I don't understand

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I wish my heart would stay hidden

And so far away from you

To confess would be forbidden

And everyday I would barely get through

I've fallen so low / Into the darkness below

By the sorrow of my soul / It's consuming me whole

There is no escape

From whats bottled up inside

My desire for you won't ever fade

And it's something that I'm failing to hide

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I continue to yearn for you so much

Even if you're right here beside me

But I can't let our friendship be crossed

So this dilemma will never let me be free

I've become accustomed to your essence

Believing that it helps me to survive

While I'm fragile without your presence 

You unknowingly keep me feeling alive

But only one of us feels this...

Dependent addiction

And only one of is...

Affected by this destruction