It has been about a month since I've been technically on the run with the saints. I've been deemed as their angel. Well at least that is what the papers say. All is going well with me and murph. He's perfect as always. Unfortunately a few nights ago, I started getting sick. I must've caught a bug or something because I'm rushing to the toilet about 4 times a day. The brothers started getting concerned, but unfortunately it's not like I could go to a hospital and get checked out. Not after the news reports. It was early morning and murphy and Connor had gotten up earlier to go to church and pray. They did this a lot. I sighed as I sat up in my bed and ran a hand through my hair. That's when I felt the nauseous feeling in my stomach again. I tried to fight against it but it got stronger,
"shit!" I said as I quickly sprung from my bed, barely making it to the bathroom.
i was throwing up everything I put down and then some. It was terrible. I continued throwing up feeling my hair be moved from my face. I threw the last of it up and wiped my mouth with toilet paper looking to see Rocco behind me. I smiled at him and he smiled back faintly,
"still not feeling to good huh?"
"I feel fine. I just got some damn stomach bug .Connor and murphy back yet?" I said.
"No. you've been throwin up for bout a week liv, maybe we should take ya to a hospital" he said.
"we both know we can't do that" I whispered.
"I know but it ain't worth your health. The boys were talking about it last night" he said.
"listen to me I'm fine" I assured,"I don't have a fever so it's just something that'll pass"
he sighed but nodded. Sure I didn't understand what I had and honestly it scared me but I wouldn't let them see it. I remained seated on the floor when I remembered I had some Tylenol in my bag,
"hey roc you mind grabbin my bag for me?"
"sure be right back" he said and left.
he returned a few minutes later and threw it at me. I chuckled and said,"thanks jaffar"
he rolled his eyes,"I told ya permanent fuckin package boy"
"only for me cause you love me" I smiled.
"whatever" he smirked.
i laughed and opened my bag, moving things around searching for the medicine. That's when my hands grabbed something else. I starred at the box of tampons and my breathing hitched, causing me to freeze. Rocco noticed my discomfort,
"what's wrong?"
i didn't even look at him,"what's the date roc?"
"June 8th why?" He asked clearly worried.
i began to shake when I realized what could possibly be wrong with me. Why I have been throwin up so much. Why I've been having mood swings and why Mother Nature hasn't visited me in over a month. My mind was a million places, murphy and I never used protection that first night. I felt light headed and I felt a tears fill my eyes as I put it all together. Rocco was getting really worried,
"what is it liv!"
i finally looked up from from the box to him. His eyes filled with concern as I said with a trembling voice,
"I'm late"
A/n hehehe cliffhanger! 6+ comments and I'll update today :)
