give me love ➳ muke

chapter nine

Chapter Nine. Day Twelve.

Dear diary,

Tell me how I got the best boyfriend ever. We haven't even been together for a week and he's treating me like a princess. Like, his nick name for me is princess. Some guys wouldn't like it, but I do.

I'm kind of scared, to be honest. I think I'm falling for him, and I'm one to fall pretty fast.

Sincerely,

Micheal.

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"Princess, are you okay?" Luke asked. "Yeah," I mumbled. "Just tired."

I had my head on his shoulder and my eyes closed.

"How much sleep did you get?" Calum asked.

"ummm, maybe two? three at best." I said. "What?" Luke asked. "I just couldn't sleep." I mumbled.

Calum look at me, "are you sure you're okay?" I nodded. "I'm fine." I said.

Last time I couldn't sleep all night, Calum had to take me to the hospital...after a suicide attempt. But I don't plan on doing that again.

He gave me sad eyes as I looked down, "I'm just worried is all." Cal mumbled.

"I'm so confused right now." Ashton and Luke said at the same time.

"It's just...rare that he doesn't get that much sleep." Calum explained.

Luke kissed my cheek, "it's okay. Just make sure you sleep tonight." He said.

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Calum insisted that he take me home. I mean, I'm completely fine with walking. But I can understand his worries.

"Mikey, how are you?" He asked, walking into my room.

"I'm okay." I mumbled, into my pillow. He sat down next to me, "promise me, you won't do it again."

"What?"

"Please, promise me, you won't do it again." He said, his voice cracking. I sat up, "I promise." I said.

I pulled him into a hug, "I just get scared whenever something happens to you. I love you too much to lose you. You're my brother." He said.

"I love you too, baby brother." I said, and pulled him down to lay down with me.

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I'm so lucky to have friends who care.

Sincerely,

Micheal.