I lay in the bed I was assgined to and look up at the ceiling. I can still feel his lips on mine. His kiss was so soft, so passionate. So amazing. It was over to quickly. I wonder how he felt about it. I roll over to I'm on my side.
One thing that I know for sure, I'm gay. I've kissed a girl before. I almost threw up. But I just wanted to be closer to Amar when he kissed me. Ugh. I came here to beome a warrior or whatever. Not to fall for a guy. Wait, am I falling. I don't even know. Wait, I am falling!
I hit the ground loudly. I didn't even realize how close I was to the edge of the bed, oops. I'm definitely not getting any sleep tonight. I decide to go into the hallway and look for a water fountain. I find one and before I can get any water I hear a voice behind me. "You should really be sleeping. Big day tomorrow.", the all to familiar voice says from behind me. I automatically know who it is, Amar.
I turn around to him. "Couldn't sleep", I say, crossing my arms. It's about to get real stubborn up in here. His gaze lingers on me. I feel like crying, why is this happening??? Why do i wanna cry? Is it the way he's staring? The fact that he didn't wanna kiss me and ran away? Ya...that could be it. I decide that if I'm gonna be in Dauntless, I'm gonna have to have courage. "Why'd you run away after you kissed me?", I say bluntly. He just stares at me. So I stare back.
"I was scared of how you would react. It happened to quickly. You know me for one day and I kiss you. That was stupid of me. I'm sorry", he says. I shouldn't be getting mad. No. But to late, because I am about to explode.
"Have you ever fucking thought for one second that I might have enjoyed the kiss? That I may be gay? That I like you? Are all Dauntless just programed to be fucking negative?!?!", I yell. He looks at me in shock. I can't believe I just did that!
"Well did you? Are you? Do you?", he asks. I nod and look down at the floor. He pulls me to him and smiles at me. "Then you won't mind if I do this". He kisses me gently and stops to look at my facial expression. I mean for words to come out but all that comes out is
"Woah".
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FanfictionYoung Tobias Eaton has just left his abusive father, ugly clothes, and boring life behind him. But what happens when he goes to his new faction and he instantly fells attracted to someone? It's bad enough that it's his trainer...But he's also a guy...
