Don't be surprised

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Craig's P.O.V.

Damn it, why does Bebe have to come to the coffee shop. Seriously like what the fuck?

I can't stop thinking about what she said, am I gay? Do I like Tweek?

Do I? I'm so fucking confused right now and this is the last thing I need right now

I thought of him ever since he came here but this is crazy. Tweek isn't gay too anyways so what's the big idea?

Tweek finished his shift and I can tell he is disoriented from what happened. He came over to me but never said a word

"Finally, you're done. Let's go" I smiled and took my hands off from my pocket then we began to walk outside.

He didn't say anything and neither did I then he spoke

"nrggghg... I-I'm going to Starks pond! You can go home if you want" Something's off with him

"I don't feel like going home yet" he continued

"Something's bothering you isn't there? Was it because of the girls from earlier"? I asked in concern

With a soft-spoken, he is freaking out "sort.. of, GAHH!!"

"Oh alright, I'll come with you. You can tell me if you want" is all I could say, I'm really curious what's on his mind

We've arrived at our destination and he just stood in front of the pond staring at the water.

Tweek's P.O.V.

I don't ever want to have another panic attack.

But hearing from those girls, he bullied people before?

Maybe I should keep a distance between us, I don't want to go through this again but to be honest I have been feeling something towards him. I can't tell him that!!

For the first time, I am afraid again

For the first time ever since I last time confessed, I was torn apart

For the first time, the same feelings came back

So many things on my mind.

"I'm really not open to things like this Craig" I said

I feel like backing out

"What do you mean"? He asked curiously

"I just want to let you know, if you don't want to be friends with me because of who I am that's fine with me. I had a great time with you" I feel light headed

"How could I not be friends with you? What are you talking about"? he asked in confusion

"I heard from those girls, you hate 'fags'" I bluntly said quoting the word fags

This is no time to sugar coat things

"Yeah, I didn't see why they needed to exist. My dad always said we shouldn't accept them. Everything should be like how it was created. I scowled at those people" He said while he looked at the pond

My heart stopped. I guess we can't be friends

"Don't be surprised... but I am gay" I said it with sadness and anger

I can't take this anymore. I feel hurt when he said all those. It wasn't directed at me but I feel like it is.

Author's P.O.V.

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No one said anything and then

"I-I " Craig didn't know what to do "I'm sorry I didn'--" he was cut off

"It's okay, I have to go" and with that, he left the scene

Craig just stood there a bit frozen, he was surprised and unintentionally had hurt him for what he said

He started to cry quietly as he walked. This is something he didn't want to expect, his only friend to actually say that. 

He never told his sexuality because he feared something like this would happen but he knew he couldn't pretend he is straight forever. 

He just wanted to be himself but he couldn't everywhere he went. Wanted a friend who understands him

He confessed to a boy he loved before but instead he got made fun of, bullied, and worst, he hired the big bully to stab him. 

He was being bullied, for being gay.

It was the worst day of his life

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