My Vampire, Izzabelle Vampilla.

Chapter Five-Can't Breath

CHAPTER FIVE!!

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It had been hours since my dear freind had gone into my beloved sister's home hospital. I couldn't sleep. I couldn't eat. Why, I couldn't even think! My mind, eyes, mouth....heart. They had all shut down, for they had forgot what they were for, and I had forgoten how to remind them. My lungs, who had still been in tacked, finally wheezed their last breath. I felt dead, like a rock. A big hunk of hard, best freind loosing stone. I probably sat there for what must have been hours, maybe even days. A warm hand on my shoulder woke me from my trance. I traced my eyes along the arm, to the shoulder, up the neck, and to the face. My lovely sister violet. I tried to smile but failed horribly, only to feel the horrible tear soak down my face. My sister sat with me while I sobbed into her shoulder. When I looked up she was crying to. I looked over to the sofa across from mine. There sat Pink and Nikki crying as well.....No Bubby.....

I needed my big brother now. We all needed him, and where was he? Anywhere but here. Probably off to work at his stupid job with his stupid passion and his stupid co-workers......stupid, stupid, STUPID!! I cried harder, this time not lost tears. Not tears of loosing somebody, but tears of wanting another. I wanted my Bubby with me right now. His warm embrace helping me through the pain, knowing inside....he was hurting to. Now I felt guilty. I'm a selfish, crazy, freak! Why was I acting this way?!? I cryed that much harder. Violet, hearing my thoughts, kissed my forehead. It was good having the motherly big sister I had. She whispered me comforting words that made my sobs die away to whispers. "Rico's in the other room with Zee. He wanted to talk with her privately for a moment." Zee was okay, and Bubby would love me in a moment. I realized I hadn't slept in a long time. What I wouldn't give for a-

Knowing my thoughts my Violet got me a pillow and a soft warm blanket. Nikky came over, gave me a kiss on the cheek, and snuggled up next to me. Pink went and got me my favorite stuffed elephant (Bubby and I share it) Mr.FuzzlyMcFootyTinz. (I wanted to name him but Bubby insisted to get what he wanted.) I have the best, most understanding, loving, caring, amazing, full, embrasing, kissing, hugging family in all the world. Whoever said you needed parents to intill you were a legal adult, obviously didn't have siblings as wonderful as me.