my update scheduled will be wacky, thanks for baring with me.
tw: this story does touch on mature topics such a abuse, depression, and suicide.
--REWRITING-
2nt on #billieeilish
142 on #lesbianromance
we sit on the last step of the venue stairs in the back, leaning into each other. i grip her hand tightly taking in her sweet smell "baby, i got a meet and greet to do." she states staring ahead watching the droplets of rain turn more aggressive and frequent
"i know, im sorry. i should probably get going anyway."
"i really dont want you to." she frowns pulling her body away from me to look at me
"i dont want to go either-" i sigh "-but i have to give this place a real chance."
"i know, thats what you should do." she slides her lips into mine whispering i love you in between breaths
"thats what im going to do." i say
she pulls out a phone from her pocket "i had finneas run out and get you a new one, its the new x." she smiles sweetly, wrapping her arm around my shoulder swiping through the home page then opening the contacts her number labled the love of your life! her profile picture goofy just like i expected
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"silly billie." i smile taking the phone "thank you, angel. ill pay you back as soon as im out"
"no, its a present you dumb gay."
"you still on that gay joke shit?"
"hell yeah i am" she smirks standing up standing on the third stair "i got my bitches waiting on me, mamas."
i stand too the rain hitting my face making my clothes damp "good bye." i frown
"nah, remember what i said the morning you left?" she asks
"goodbye is forever, ill see you later." i quote her.
she nods pulling me into a tight hug "i love you, i love you so much" she falls into a hushed tone as she pulls me into her kissing me abruptly the rain falling on us
"i love you too." i smile in the kiss pulling away "i better not see you crying again when you sing our song, it was supposed to make us happy." i smile holding the side of her face my thump running circles on her cheek
blue honks the horn making the both of us jump "hey bil!" he shouts through the window "im sorry but we on a time limit!"
"ill be down as soon as i can okay? text me when you know what day you get out, we can finish off the tour together" she says crossing her fingers
"later," i kiss her again then run to the car watching her wave bye to me as blue zooms away
"so? how was it?" ana asks
"really, really amazing." i smile "shes amazing"
"you two seem to love each other a lot."
"we do." i smile showing them the phone "look what she gave me"
