billies girl

sorry they didnt show

blue, ana, and i all sit in the living room looking emo as shit. blue is still pissed, ana feels left out, and i am kinda just sad, the kind of sad where there really isn't anything wrong.. but nothing that's right. just blah.

"sorry your guest didn't show." blue says watching the last of our pizzas being eaten and packed away

"it's good." i sigh "who was it?"

"billie" he blurts

"figured." i say "sorry about the whole mary situation."

shes back for custody, god knows why. when he finished his time here he is to be brought back to his mothers unless it is shown that she has been under the influence of any drugs. hes scared, im scared for him. that woman is not mentally or physically stable enough to get her son back.

"ill live. it's only a year, right?" he smiles weakly

"less than" ana corrects. "11 months as of now"

"blue," i state staring blankly ahead

"yeah?"

"if that bitch touches you, at all, you call me and ill get you out of there." i say looking over to him "once im out of here and hopefully moved into an apartment you can stay there whenever you need to." i pause "fuck you can move in if you need to."

"thank you" he grabs my hand

"im serious. she is not fit to be a mother."

"i agree," ana says

"be safe," i say

"i will be."

i tilt my head back clenching my eyes closed "im kinda starting to like it here, with you guys."

"about that" blue sighs, "i guess since billie isn't here to tell yo-"

"aye! nonono!" a familiar voice shouts as you can hear the front door slam "im here, the plane got delayed" suddenly im lifted from the couch into billie arms "hey" she smirks kissing me lightly

"bil!" i smirk kissing her cheek

she sets me down lightly forcing ana to scoot over so she could sit with me "yo" she smiles over to blue

"sup" he states flashing a sarcastic peace sign

"you good?" she questions an eyebrow raised

"ion wanna talk about it."

"ight" she pats his knee "got you if you need anything"

"money" he smirks the normal blue peeking through

"fuck off" she laughs stretching her arm around me "yo, can i tell her?" she asks

"YES! please tell me! all yall being sneaky and shit behind my back." i laugh lightly

blue nods slowly "go ahead, man." he smirks

"you comin home with me tonight." she pauses "well not home, we going back to portland for a popup show, but then home," she smirks

i smile "stop fucking with me, you whore."

"not messin" she pulls me into an awkward hug, her arms reaching around my back and my chest

"wait, really?"

"yesss!" blue slaps my shoulder "be fucking happy you bitch ass"

"oh my god" i laugh shocked, but guilty for leaving blue and ana, i look back to blue in a way asking him if it was okay

"ill be okay-" he looks to ana "we will be just fine. i swear." he grips my hand standing up and pulling me up into a strong hug "i love you, im so proud of you."

"i love you too," i say ana joining our hug leaving billie alone on the couch which pressures her to join us as well. blue starts to cry, then ana, then myself.

"you better come visit us you cunt." ana sniffs

"i will you fucking bitch."

"whore" blue adds in

"yall are so mean to each other" billie comments with a small laugh

"shut up" i smirk pulling away from them wiping the tears away "god sad bitch hours really be every hour with us huh."