Safe and Sound

Part 7: I Won't Give Up On Us.

 **AT THE THEATER**

I walked in there completly oblivious to everything I was just overwhelmed... I kissed Tyler.. it's been a year.. after all we've been thru it was just wow.. I was really happy didn't think of anything.. then the unthinkable happened.. I saw Vinny come into the theater and bought tickets for tonights preformance... are you serious he has to come again I bet he is doing it just to mess me up and right when I was going to stand up and walk into the green room James walked in and I got the biggest smile on my face but then I was filled with regret... I felt terrible just the night before we stayed together he was there for me.. he was going to kiss me... we have something there...but what.. that I wasn't sure of.. and earlier I smacked faces with Tyler.. wow what the hell is the matter with me.. it's not a love triangle more like a love square.. It's just so confusing..  James ran up to me and pulled me in the tightest hug and whisperd "It was worth the wait.. even though it just about killed me but I'm glad I get to see you now" 

" I told you it would be worth it" I told him.  

25 till warmups!!

25 till warmups!! We all replied.

"Come on lets go sit down and talk" I told him.  

"Ha alright lets go.. after you miss" he told me. 

"Haha alrightee then mister. I said

 "BABE!!! Come over here James" Tiffani exclaimed...

I looked at him with sad eyes.. I tried not to make it obvious that I was upset I whispered "You can go if you want I'm not going anywhere.." No actually I'm going to go sit with Ally today we have some things to talk about anyway thanks for the invite anyway." and he grabbed my hand and we walked over to Misty, Heather and Kolton. (: Take that bitch ;)

 ***5 TILL SHOW STARTS***

"Hey everybody we are calling places for the top of one" said our director.

 "Places for the top of one thanks Mike.." we all replied in unision.

Well here we go.. time to go out there and pretend that he isn't out there.. time to fake smile.. James  came up to me and was like Hey..

"Oh hey break a leg bud" I told him 

"You too!! You'll do amazing just like you always do" and he gave me a hug and I walked out onto the stage

While it was still in a blackout I scanned the theater seaching for Vin.. to my shock Tyler was there.. front row.. right in the center.. OH GOSH I thought what the hell am I going to do.. I saw my mom as well she was right in center she looked so happy to be there.. this was the second show she has seen me in the first one was my first show back in 8th grade.. wow haha I couldn't see Vin though.. damn I'll just keep wondering or maybe he didnt show up but just then lights came up and I got into show mode. Everything was just... to overwhelming to me I thought I was going to pass out but luckily I didn't I made it thru mine and James' little scene even though he was the biggest goof ball and the audience loved him and it was just wayyyy to hard not to break just because we're having fun and at the same time.. seriously... 

** INTERMISION*****

I have gotten good job text from my mom and Tyler.. I felt like there was more pressure put on me since he was there... the thing that made it worse was that James and I had a love scene.. haha good thing it was just a fake kiss WOOOHOOO haha that's the thing I really don't need tonight. no more kissing hahaha (: I was just waiting for the time to go by... I mean I really wanted it to be over for the night because.. it was way too stressful Tyler was there.. Vin was no where in sight which was worrying the hell out of me because he could be anywhere.. and when I went out for intermission I scanned the whole audience just looking for him but he was no where in sight.. I guess he knows when I come out and help move set.. but the thing is why did he come tonight his little lover didn't come so it just didn't add up... did he come for his brother.. no he didn't even come for Wizard of Oz so why the hell would he come to this one.. just so many questions that probably will not end up being answered... oh well time to focus on everything and not let anything get to me (: