I Love You My Little Bro

trust me with all your heart

Ming pov

These few days Kit look so weird, i don't know what happens. But he keep distance from me. I feel so sad .

Also about my pa,i don't know that my pa so close with kit family, that why pa nothing to say when i say i stay in kit home even when he know i and Kit in relationships. He just give me smilling face don't even ask me,since when i am be gay.

Now almost a month i staying in Kit home since my ma remarried with her boyfriend, and my pa buy new home ,usually Kit always so cherries and happy even sometimes he being grumpy .But he never ignoring me.
These few days his behaviour little changes, he not sleep well at night he also always ignoring me and keep distance between us.

Same he hide something from me, i just can coax my self maybe i just don't know him very well.
It's really crazy right, i know him for few days only but i already make a choice to be his boyfriend but he never reject me too. I am happy being with him, he open up my heart again after i close my heart for anyone for so long bcoz my ma and my ex-girlfriend but knowing kit change everything in my life.
Just like a magic his little smile can erase the bruise in my heart only in few days.

"Ming are you got fight with Kit?".my pa asking,after kit suddenly left the dinning table without finishing his breakfast yet, he just ignoring me then leave to his room.

"we are not fight pa, but he act so weird these few days".i spoke out what bothering my mind.

"you die if you dare to hurting Kit".my pa warn me like Kit is his own kit not me..

"aw.. I am not pa, Kit who hurting me know. How come u say that when i am is your related blood".i am complaining.

"you two enough,i can't handle if i got more 2 kid here". Uncle bright said..

"i will be a good kid for you, don't worry bright ".my pa said with his lovely eyes..
But uncle bright just slapped my pa shoulder softly and give him smiling face.
It feel strange looking them like this,expect my pa never look romantic when with my ma, but with uncle bright he always look so happy and cheerful.
Sometimes i wonder if they are being in relationships just like me and Kit, my pa should be happy. It's already enough for him being suffer with my ma. I want my pa also life happily witg his own life.
I know sometimes he don't care about his own happiness becoz he keep me first.

"what's wrong Ming? ".Kit pa tap in my shoulder since i gone with my deep though..

"Nothing pa, i should going up looking for kit maybe he feel unwell ".i ask for theirs excuse to leave as well. I don't want disturb them, more over i need kit explanation about what actually happened.
What i done wrong to him.

I going up to his room, but i am not see him there, i go to bathroom checking if he was there but also none of his sight there. At least i see him standing on the balcony.
I just wrapped my big arm hugging his back, he don't even surprised with my act, he just give me his smilling face.

"what's going on Kit? ".

"Nothing P, i just little tired ".

"are you sure dear?".i pulled his body to facing me..

"are you don't trust me P? ".

"it's not like that Kit, but....you act so weird these few days ".
I said again pulled him into hug.

"i am really okay P'Ming don't worry na".

"if you say so dear, but please tell me if something bothering you you na".

I am really worried him, i try to ask him about our parents relationship but i am scared it will hurt him, so i just keep it in my mind.

"do you really want to go beach P ?".suddenly he asking me when his head still in my shoulder.

"yes, i wanted to go with you but if don't like to go it's okay, we can go next time,dont mind me na".i said then kissed his forehead.

"P, will you keep stay by my side whatever happens? ".he ask a strange question while held tight my hand..

"what's stupid question that Kit!".
I said the huging him more tightly, i am the one who scared to lost him.

"promise me u wouldn't let go of me P ". He said again.

"of course dear, you are the most important things in my life, trust me na, i wouldn't leave you alone "....